I think I?get punishment from having s*x with someone that I?like.?

I think?I get punishment from being who i am and being the?confident bossy gal.

I think?I?get punishment from loving others, supporting them and trusting completely.

I don't know what to do other than just waiting, waiting someone new to love me.

Bye Alex, bye to the memories that we have great?laugh?together.

What did I do to let the god punish me and why can't I enjoy the s*x?

Life is so unfair,

and I am disappointed.