2020.5.24

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我倆當(dāng)年都計算過了…凱莉考慮過所有的因素
We both had done the math and Kelly added it all up.?
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她知道一定要放棄我

She knew she had to let me go.?
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我考慮過了一切，知道…自己會失去她
I added it up knew that I'd lost her.?
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因為我永遠(yuǎn)無法離開那個島

Cause I was never gonna get off that island.?
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我會死在那里
I was gonna die there.?
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孤單地死去

totally alone.?
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我會生病、受傷或有其它意外
I mean I was gonna get sick or get injures.?
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我只有一個選擇
The only choice I had?
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我唯一可以控制的…就是什么時候、怎么樣…以及在哪里死。

the only thing I could control was when and how and where that was gonna happen.?
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因此.我造了一條繩子
So I made a rope.?
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爬上山頂想吊死
And I went up to the summit to hang my-self .?
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但我得先試試那條繩子
But I had to test it you know??
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當(dāng)然，你了解我
Of course. You know me.?
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代替我的木頭太重把樹枝折斷了
And the weight of the log snapped the limb of the tree.
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所以我.甚至不能選擇自己的死法
So I couldn't even kill myself the way I wanted to.?
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我對什么都無能為力
I had power over nothing.?
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就在那時我有了種溫暖的感覺
And that's when this feeling came over me like a warm blanket.?
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我知道，無論如何.我一定要活下去
I knew somehow that I had to stay alive.?
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無論如何我一定要繼續(xù)呼吸即使已經(jīng)沒有盼望的理由
Somehow I had to keep breathing even though there was no reason to hope.?
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邏輯告訴我再也見不到這個地方了
And all my logic said that I would never see this place again.?
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這就是我所做的我活下來了我繼續(xù)呼吸
So that's what I did. I stayed alive. I kept breathing.?
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后來有一天，邏輯被證實錯了.因為潮水給我?guī)砹艘幻娣?br/>And then one day that logic was proven all wrong because the tide came in gave me a sail.?
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而現(xiàn)在，我在這里.我回到了孟菲斯.在跟你說話
And now here I am. I'm back in Memphis talking to you.?
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我的杯中有冰
I have ice in my glass.?
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而我又重新失去了她
And I've lost her all over again.?
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沒有凱莉我很傷心
I'm so sad that I don't have Kelly.?
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但我感激她 陪我度過了島上的歲月
But I'm so grateful that she was with me on that island.?
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我知道自己現(xiàn)在要做什么
And I know what I have to do now.?
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我要繼續(xù)呼吸
I gotta keep breathing.?
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因為明天，太陽將會升起
Because tomorrow the sun will rise.?
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誰知道潮水會帶來什么？
Who knows what the tide could bring?


二、
--Time rules over us without mercy, not caring if we’re healthy or ill, hungry or drunk, Russian, American, beings from Mars. （時間無情地支配著我們，不管我們健康還是生病，饑餓還是醉飽，不管我們是俄國人、美國人還是火星人。）


三、

時間就像火，既能殺人也能救人。

It’s like a fire. It could either destroy us or keep us warm.?

四、

這就是為什么每個聯(lián)邦快遞辦公室內(nèi)都有鐘。因為我們以時間為中心生活。我們永遠(yuǎn)不可以對時間置之不理，永遠(yuǎn)不允許自己犯下失去時間觀念的罪行！

That’s why every FedEx office has a clock. Because we live or we die by the clock. We never turn our back on it. And we never, ever allow ourselves the sin of losing track of time!


五、

?在那令人心驚、無情的監(jiān)工試圖令我們失業(yè)之前，我們只有這么多時間。

That means we’ve got three hours and four minutes before the end-of-the-day’s package sort. That’s how long we have. That’s how much time we have before this pulsating,?
accursed, relentless taskmaster tries to put us out of business.

——荒島余生