BLUE LIGHT

Ever since one fated day

自從命中注定的一天

My world's been fading to gray

我的世界變得灰暗

Despite the unclouded sky

盡管萬(wàn)里無(wú)云的天空

Staining the Earth with its dye

為大地染上色彩

Afraid of taking the leap

我害怕邁出一步

Or to forevermore sleep

害怕永遠(yuǎn)陷入沉睡

With cowardice as my guard

把怯懦當(dāng)做港灣

I'll keep enduring these scars

繼續(xù)忍受這些傷疤

A spiral without an end

沒(méi)有盡頭的螺旋階梯

To solitude I'm condemned

判處我以孤獨(dú)之罪

Barely able to recall

幾乎無(wú)法回憶起

How full of joy I once was

我曾經(jīng)有多么快樂(lè)

My life now follows this trend

每天循規(guī)蹈矩地生活

Of every day that I spend

枯噪乏味

Staring into a screen

凝視著屏幕

And simply daring to DREAM

只停留于妄想

Oh how fucking foolish that I used to be

我曾經(jīng)是真他媽的荒謬

Why did I ever think forgiveness would be granted to me

為什么以前的我認(rèn)為我會(huì)被寬恕

Sealed within an embrace of chilling contempt

被封閉在令人不寒而栗的蔑視中

it's clear for all to see

有目共睹

this is where I've always belonged

這是我永遠(yuǎn)的歸屬

The future I've CHASED of which I've DREAMT

我所追逐的夢(mèng)想之中的未來(lái)

Begins its slow ENTROPY

開(kāi)始緩慢雜亂無(wú)章

a fate so cruely prolonged

命運(yùn)仍殘酷地延續(xù)

Another sunrise to greet

又一次迎接日出

Another taste of defeat

又一次品嘗失敗

The cycle's once more disturbed

循環(huán)再次被擾亂

And time feels all the more blurred

時(shí)間變得更加模糊

To be alive with no goal

行尸走肉地活著

Is slowly draining my soul

正慢慢耗盡我的靈魂

If whole life's been in vain

如果整個(gè)人生都毫無(wú)意義

I think I might go INSANE

我想我可能會(huì)瘋掉

SAY what else is left

說(shuō)啊 我還剩下什么

But remaining as a slave to monotony

除了仍然屈服于千篇一律以外

SAY what is my cause

說(shuō)啊 我的目標(biāo)是什么

How long will this nightmare go on

噩夢(mèng)到底會(huì)持續(xù)多久

Sealed within an embrace of chilling contempt

被封閉在令人不寒而栗的蔑視中

it's clear for all to see

有目共睹

this is where I've always belonged

這是我永遠(yuǎn)的歸屬

The future I've CHASED of which I've DREAMT

我所追逐的夢(mèng)想之中的未來(lái)

Begins its slow ENTROPY

開(kāi)始緩慢雜亂無(wú)章

a fate so cruely prolonged

命運(yùn)仍殘酷地延續(xù)

Just let me feel at PEACE

就這樣讓我處于平靜

I wonder if I were to take that one final step

我想知道我是否會(huì)邁出最后一步

Will the sky let me Sleep

天空會(huì)讓我沉睡嗎

Chained inside what I once thought would become my sanctuary

困在曾以為會(huì)成為避難所的地方

The shackles rust yet never break

枷鎖早已生銹卻從未扯斷

FORCED to see myself TORN

被迫看著自己被撕裂

By which path I'll pursue

我將追求哪條道路

Maybe I'll be reborn

也許我會(huì)重生

And return as somebody new

以新的生命回歸

And if that were to be

如果是這樣

I could make up for everything I lack

我可以彌補(bǔ)我所缺失的一切

So the next time the sky smiles at me

因此下次天空對(duì)我微笑時(shí)

I can smile back

我也能以微笑回應(yīng)天空

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