BLUE LIGHT-Ike Eveland

Ever since one fated day

My world's been fading to gray

Despite the unclouded sky

Staining the Earth with its dye

Afraid of taking the leap

Or to forevermore sleep

With cowardice as my guard

I'll keep enduring these scars

A spiral without an end

To solitude I'm condemned

Barely able to recall

How full of joy I once was

My life now follows this trend

Of every day that I spend

Starting into a screen

And simply daring to

DREAM

Oh how fxcking foolish that

I used to be

Why did I ever think

forgiveness would be

granted to me

Sealed

within an embrace

of chilling contempt

It's clear for all to see

this is where I've always

belonged

The future I've chased

of which I've

DREAMT

Begins it's slow entropy

a fate so cruelly

prolonged

Another sunrise to greet

Another taste of defeat

The cycle's once more disturbed

And time feels all the more blurred

To be alive with no goal

Is slowly draining my soul

If my whole life's been in vain

I think I might go

INSANE

SAY what else is left

But remaining as a

slave to monotony

SAY what is my cause

How long will this

nightmare go on

Sealed

within an embrace

of chilling contempt

It's clear for all to see

this is where I've always

belonged

The future I've chased

of which I've

DREAMT

Begins it's slow entropy

a fate so cruelly

prolonged

Just let me feel at

PEACE

I wonder if I were to take that

one final step

Will this guide me to

Sleep

Chained inside

what I once thought would

become my sanctuary

The shackles rust

yet never break

FORCED

to see myself torn

By which path I'll pursue

Maybe I'll be reborn

And return as somebody new

And if that were to be

I could make up for everything

I lack

So the next time

the sky smiles at me

I can smile back

自譯：

自從那命中注定的一天

我的世界不斷黯淡

除了那無云的天空

用它的顏料暈染地球

恐懼著去一躍而下

還是陷入永眠之中

以懦弱作為守衛(wèi)

我將繼續(xù)容忍這些傷疤

永無止境的螺旋

至我注定的孤寂

幾乎無法回想

我曾多么滿心喜悅

我的生活如今遵從

我度過的日常趨勢(shì)

注視著一塊屏幕

而僅僅只敢去

夢(mèng)

哦我曾經(jīng)是

多么愚不可及

為什么我曾幻想

我將能夠被

賜予寬恕

密閉

在令人不寒而栗的輕蔑

包裹之中

顯而易見

這就是我從始至終

歸屬的地方

我曾追尋的那個(gè)

我幻想過的

未來

開始它緩慢的混亂

如此殘忍的漫長(zhǎng)

命運(yùn)

迎接另一次日出

另一次挫敗感

循環(huán)又一次被打亂

時(shí)間令人感到更加模糊

無目的地活著

正緩慢地使我的靈魂枯竭

如果我的一生只是徒勞

我想我將會(huì)

發(fā)瘋

說吧還剩下了什么

除了繼續(xù)作為

千篇一律生活的奴隸

說吧我的目標(biāo)是什么

這場(chǎng)噩夢(mèng)將要

持續(xù)多久

密閉

在令人不寒而栗的輕蔑

包裹之中

顯而易見

這就是我從始至終

歸屬的地方

我曾追尋的那個(gè)

我幻想過的

未來

開始它緩慢的混亂

多么殘忍的漫長(zhǎng)

命運(yùn)

就讓我感到

平靜

我好奇自己是否會(huì)走到

最后一步

這會(huì)不會(huì)將我引向

安眠

被束縛在

我曾認(rèn)為能作為我的

避難所之內(nèi)

腳鐐生了銹

然而永遠(yuǎn)無法強(qiáng)行

打破

以審視撕裂的自我

我將要走哪條路

或許我將重生

作為嶄新的某人回歸

如果就是那樣的話

我就能夠?yàn)槲胰笔У囊磺?/p>

彌補(bǔ)

那么下一次

天空對(duì)我微笑時(shí)

我就能回以微笑