Oh, my beloved Medicine Pocket, with every fiber of my being, how I crave to be their most daring experiment — a test subject willingly consumed by an unyielding desire to explore the depths of their ingenious mind.?

(哦，我最摯愛的兔毛手袋，我身上的每一根纖維都渴望成為他最大膽的實驗品—— 一個心甘情愿的，被想探索他聰明的頭腦深處的欲望徹底吞噬的試驗品。)

How I ache to be the catalyst that ignites their creativity, the spark that sets ablaze the fires of inspiration within them.?

（我多么渴望成為點燃他創(chuàng)造力的催化劑，成為點燃他內(nèi)心靈感之火的火花。）

How I wish they take me into the inner sanctum of their laboratory and sculpt me into the masterpiece they envision.?

(我多么希望他把我?guī)нM他實驗室的內(nèi)部圣殿，把我雕刻成他設(shè)想的杰作。)

Within the realm of daring experiments dismissed as mad science by everyone else, I yearn to surrender myself entirely, as a willing vessel for their extraordinary vision.

(即便他大膽的實驗被他人斥為瘋狂的科學(xué)，我渴望完全交出自己，成為實現(xiàn)他非凡實驗愿景的容器。)

In their worldview where beauty is often measured by conventional standards, I humbly stand before them, aware that I may not possess the same conventional charm as a puppy or an arcanist.?

（在他的世界觀中，所謂的美往往是以常規(guī)的標(biāo)準(zhǔn)來衡量的，我卑微地站在他面前，意識到我可能不具備像只小狗或神秘學(xué)家那樣的魅力。）

Yet, in the depths of my heart, like an unwavering flame of a Bunsen burner, a love flickers and dances, immune to the judgments of inadequacy.

（然而，在我的內(nèi)心深處，就像本生燈堅定的火焰一樣，我的愛在舞動，閃爍，不受對我不足之處的判斷影響。）

Perhaps, in the grand tapestry of existence, I am destined to be but a humble creature, a mere vermin, a lab rat confined within the walls of their affection.?

（也許，在稱為“存在”的宏偉織錦中，我注定只是一個卑微的生物，一個單純的害蟲，一個被禁錮在他感情之墻的實驗室白老鼠。）

Yet, even in this self-imposed diminishment, my heart remains steadfast, under a trembling breath, I implored, "Please, Medicine Pocket, allow me to be your lab rat."

（然而，即使是在這種自我貶斥的情況下，我的心依然堅定不移，在顫抖的呼吸下，我懇求道："求求你，兔毛手袋，請允許我成為你的小白鼠。"）

"Let me be your devoted lab rat, the embodiment of your curiosity, a vessel for your boundless imagination."

("讓我成為你最忠誠的小白鼠，成為你好奇心的化身，成為你無限想象力的容器。")

As you study me, my love, remember that I am not merely a subject for scrutiny but a willing participant in this scientific romance.

（當(dāng)你研究我時，我的摯愛，請記住，我不僅僅是一個被你審查的實驗品，而是這個稱為“浪漫”的科學(xué)中一個自愿的參與者。）

With every hypothesis they formulate, with every test they conduct, I willingly surrender myself to be the canvas upon?where they paint their profound study, in which their genius takes flight.

（他提出的每一個假設(shè)，他進行的每一次測試，我都心甘情愿地交出自己，成為他那描繪深邃實驗研究的畫布，讓他的非凡造詣能在上面自由翱翔。）

For it is in this vulnerable surrender that I find my truest purpose.

（因為正是在這種脆弱的屈服中, 我能夠找到我存在的意義。）

Amidst the choices that weigh upon me, this transcends a mere deliberation between options like rofecoxib and pregabalin;

（在眾多抉擇中，這已經(jīng)超越了在羅非昔布和普瑞巴林倆選項之間的單純考慮；）

It is a matter of love.

（這是一個關(guān)于愛的問題。）

*注: matter也可翻譯為物質(zhì)(雙關(guān))?

It is an impassioned dance of the heart, where emotions intertwine and intertwine, beckoning me to embrace the transformative power of connection.

（這是我一場狂熱，情感交織的心靈之舞，指引我去擁抱那能讓你徹底改觀的聯(lián)系。）

I find myself desiring to be a species entirely of my own, not just a lab rat, but a creation — a creation born from the amalgamation of your hands, my dear Medicine Pocket.

（我發(fā)現(xiàn)自己渴望成為一個獨一無二物種，不只是一只實驗室的白老鼠，而是一個創(chuàng)造物—— 一個由你的雙手誕生的創(chuàng)造物，我親愛的兔毛手袋。）

So, I implore you, my love, my dear Medicine Pocket, let me be your most audacious experiment.?

（因此，我懇求你，我的摯愛，我親愛的兔毛手袋，讓我成為你最大膽的實驗品吧。）

In your pursuit of knowledge and innovation, let us unearth a love that is extraordinary and unexplored, where the boundaries between scientist and subject dissolve, and we become something magnificent — a testament to the arcane wonders that unfold when love and science entwine.

（在你對知識和創(chuàng)新的追求中，讓我們發(fā)掘出一種非同尋常和未曾探索過的愛，使科學(xué)家和受試者之間的那界限消失，讓我們變成了一種宏偉的東西—— 證明當(dāng)愛和科學(xué)交織在一起時能產(chǎn)生的，那神秘學(xué)般的奇跡。）