敬啟者之I CAN NOT GO BACK
I won't go back.
I'll make sure of that.
Splitting from you set me free somehow.
I know it is a cruel way to say it.
Who knows?
You are the one who defines cruelty.
Don't take me wrong.
It is not a blame, well,
not anymore, to be exact.
Perhaps it is better to put this way.
When we are together,
I only see you, see us.
I did not see me, I knew and I did not care.
Now,
I see everthing, I see myself in so many different ways.
I could be good?or bad, or anything between.
I feel free.
However freedom never equals happiness.
I am aware of this too.
And I am ok with it.
I am not a greedy person, you know that.
I was not even possessive about you.
Perhaps I should be,
well I did not want to be a drama.
It is weird when I realized all these thoughts,
you are still?the one I want to tell and share.
I hope I set you free too.
All best.
Up留言:有些字用母語寫覺得矯情,這樣就還好。