寫在前面的話

1.本文純屬虛構，僅僅作為娛樂向

2.本文為純英文，如有錯誤敬請指出（文后有中文翻譯）

3.本文這回是在工作室寫的，可能效果好點

4.文中的反派均為淺綠色文字

5.本文的痛苦回憶為紫色文字（可能有不合理成分，敬請指出）

Next morning，I woke up early and changed an elegant suit.

Suddenly，I received a very important message.

“The 2 exams will combine to 1 exam. The time is from 9:30 to 11:30. Don’t hand in your paper before exam ends. Don’t cheat.”

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This time, I entered the school gate with passport and admission ticket.

After entering the classroom, I found Miss L.

“Emmm… I felt nervous.” I complained.

“Me too，and everyone is nervous. Even the exams combined.” She replied

“Good morning.” Detective D and Detective E came. “We are to invigilate you.”

Detective F said：“Are you ready？”

“Ah, Yes.”

“I can’t hear you!” Detective E wanted to inspire us.

“AH, YES!”

“OHHHHHHHHHHH! Hand in your cellphones and bags.” Detective G shouted excitedly.

We handed in cellphones and bags silently.

Then detectives handed out the paper for us.

“Only passports，admission ticket and pens are allowed.” teacher said.

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5 minutes later，“Exam begins！”teacher clapped，announced exam began.

We answered the title quietly. You could hear a second of sliding in the classroom.

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But 30 minutes later, I competed quickly and checked.

I held the pen and wandered, and I reminded something about the battles I participated.

I felt there were two of me in the mental. One was soldier，and the other was a pilot.

Then，my mental became chaotic.

（The following is my mental feeling）

As a soldier，I was sent to train in a secret jungle. Few months later，I battled in another country which I had never been to.

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As a pilot，I drove a SU-25 to eliminate armed-vehicles. Before this，I was sent to DCS training center to practice everything about aviation. From cold start to flying.

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As a soldier，Rich woman Mrs. H encouraged me softly.

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As a pilot，Rich woman Mrs. H encouraged me softly and taught me how to use emergency kit.

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As a soldier，I really reminded the tough time. Although the weather was hot and rainy, we only had elementary food (but it was safety and it contained a lot of energy), and network communication condition was very poor. But I didn’t feel lonely because I have many friends.

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As a pilot，my training condition was much better，but I felt I lost something.

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As a soldier，I saw my teammate’s armed helicopter YAOK was taken down by Ka-50. To my surprised, the YAOK crashed the enemy’s Mi-8 completely，then exploded. I saw bodies fell from sky. To be honest，it was my fatal fault. Because I decoded the wrong information，it led YAOK didn’t to help friends force in time.

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As a pilot，I drove the SU-25 and saw a SU-27 was shot down by a missile. But nobody ejected. Suddenly I felt missile came，so I quickly released the heat decoy and turned away.

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As a soldier，I felt a bit nervous. But I did some well. I used ADATS to sabotaged enemy‘s Tor M1. And saved several friendly forces.

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As a pilot，due to COVID-19，I felt it was totally desperate. Everybody sicked，but I got worse than many people. Medical soldiers said I would die any minutes now. Luckily，I destroyed enemy’s many armed-vehicles.

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As a soldier，I rode the BMP-2M into battle. Outside was cold，but friendly force were very warm and friendly. After I met the fatal setback，they gave me a cup of black coffee.

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As a pilot，I walked to battle alone. Headache and high fever accompanied with me. No one cared about me. Until the next day，a few foreign soldiers talked to me.

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As a soldier，when the battle ended，I wanted to drink，but the nearest bar was far from more than 500 km，but I didn’t have any vehicle to find a bar.

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As a pilot，when the battle ended, I landed the plane heavily and the plane damaged severely.（To be honest，the plane was shot by cannon ） I wanted to sing Viktor Tosi’s songs to memory the tough time，but my throat felt more painful. I couldn’t say anything.

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As a soldier，when I finally left the border，I felt completely desperate. I saw some T-80s，BTR-80s M1A1s，M2A3s，L2A5 and VRCC were destroyed totally. Even I saw a SU-30 was hit by missile in person. I even found burned bodies everywhere. Finally， I shot enemies crazily and shouted hysterically. I felt I was invincible and threw grenades （picked up from bodies）along the way to repel to enemies.

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As a pilot，I got high fever， drove the SU-25 painfully. That afternoon，I sat in the cockpit flying to the bombing zone when I had a headache and my brain was burning out，I didn't do anything in 15 minutes, just let it fly at 4,500 meters, heading 90 degrees. The headquarter felt panic，and dispatched a Tornado fighter jet to watch me.

The tornado pilot shouted to me：“Do you read me？”“Could you please swing you wings？”“Are you got COVID-19？”“MY GOD!DO NOT BE DEAD!!IF YOU DIE, EVERYONE WILL FEEL SORROW!!!”
“Ah？I felt fever…very seriously，but…I don’t have and margin to escape.” I replied in daze.

“Oh，fine. Can you back to battle filed？If not，you can land the H61 airport，and seek the medical support.” tornado pilot asked.

“I can still.”I replied in weak.

Then I returned to battle filed，used rockets to attack enemy‘s armed vehicles convey.

“Yay, yay, yay！Yay, yay, yay！”I shouted，then I couldn’t speak totally.

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“This exam will end in 30 minutes.”The saying made me to reality.

I shocked，and I sat straightly. It's like I pulled an ejection pull to eject myself out of a plane.

“Have you finished your paper？”teacher asked and checked my paper.

“Yes.”

“Just relax. Don’t be nervous. I felt you were wandering.” Detective G comforted me.

I nodded.

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After exam end， I took back my phones and bag. Miss L asked：“I felt your had something trouble. When you shocked，you scared me.”

“Yes， I just wandered. I thought my painful but meaningful past. Few months ago，I got COVID-19 before the exam just 1 day ago.”

“That sounded unluckily.”

“I usually consider the exam as a war. But I overcame，everyone overcame too.” I said insipidly.

We walked to bravo bridge，and said goodbye each other. I wanted to find another restaurant to eat and she would to stay at hotel.

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I put on the earphone and sat in a commercial center，I listened to the Viktor Tosi’s

song——Кукушка to listen，I need to relieve myself of what I just felt.

I just ordered the Burger king. I ate it excitedly. Because I haven’t eaten this for more than a decade.

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I looked my watch，called to my parents. They comforted me to be more confident.

I listened to the Группа крови and walked to hotel.

第二天早上，我起得很早，換了一套優(yōu)雅的西裝。

突然，我收到了一條非常重要的信息。

“兩門考試將合并為一門考試。時間是從9:30到11:30。不要在考試結束前交卷。別給我作弊啊?！?/p>

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這一次，我?guī)еo照和準考證進了校門。

進入教室后，我找到了L小姐。

“嗯……我感到緊張?！蔽冶г沟馈?/p>

“我也是，每個人都很緊張。甚至連考試都加起來了?！彼卮鸬?。

“早上好?！眰商紻和偵探E來了?！拔覀兪莵肀O(jiān)考你們的?！?/p>

F偵探說:“你準備好了嗎?”

“啊,是的?！?/p>

“我聽不見!”E偵探想激勵我們。

“啊,是的!”

“OHHHHHHHHHHH !交出你們的手機和包?！盙偵探興奮地喊道。

我們默默地交上了手機和包。

然后偵探們把試卷發(fā)給了我們。

“只允許攜帶護照、準考證和筆?！崩蠋熣f。

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5分鐘后，“考試開始!”老師擊掌宣布考試開始。

我們安靜地作答，考場上連秒鐘滑動的聲音都聽得見。

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但30分鐘后，我完成了題目并反復檢查。

我拿著筆，內心在神游我，想起了我參加過的戰(zhàn)斗。

我覺得在我的精神世界里有兩個我。一個是士兵，另一個是飛行員。

然后，我的精神錯亂了。

(以下是我的心理感受)

作為一名士兵，我被送到一個秘密的叢林里訓練。幾個月后，我在另一個我從未去過的國家作戰(zhàn)。

作為一名飛行員，我駕駛一架蘇-25殲滅武裝車輛。在此之前，我被送到DCS培訓中心練習有關航空的一切。從冷啟動到飛行。

作為一名士兵，富婆H夫人溫柔地鼓勵我。

作為一名飛行員，富婆H夫人還是溫柔地鼓勵我，教我如何使用急救箱。

作為一名士兵，我真的想起了那段艱苦的時光。雖然天氣炎熱多雨，我們只有基本的食物(但它是安全的，它包含了很多能量)，網絡通信條件很差。但我并不孤單，因為我跟很多朋友在一起訓練。

作為一名飛行員，我的訓練條件要好得多，但我覺得我失去了一些東西。

作為一名士兵，我看到我隊友的瑤式武裝直升機被卡-50擊落。令我驚訝的是，瑤式武裝直升機徹底撞毀了敵人的米-8，然后爆炸了。我看到尸體從天上掉下來。老實說，這是我犯的致命錯誤。因為我解碼了錯誤的信息，導致瑤式未能及時幫助友軍。

作為一名飛行員，我駕駛過蘇-25，看到一架蘇-27被導彈擊落。但是沒有人跳出來。我突然覺得導彈來了，趕緊放出熱誘彈，轉彎離開。

作為一名士兵，我感到有點緊張。但我做得很好。我用阿達茨破壞了敵人的道爾M1。還救了幾位友軍。

作為一名飛行員，由于新冠肺炎，我感到非常絕望。每個人都病了，但我比很多人病得更嚴重。醫(yī)務兵說我隨時要死了。幸運的是，我摧毀了敵人的許多武裝車輛。

作為一名士兵，我搭乘BMP-2M上戰(zhàn)場。外面很冷，但友軍非常熱情友好。在我遭遇致命的挫折后，他們給了我一杯黑咖啡。

作為一名飛行員，我獨自走上戰(zhàn)場，頭痛和高燒一直伴隨著我。沒有人關心我。直到第二天，幾個外國士兵和我說話。

作為一名士兵，戰(zhàn)斗結束后，我想去喝酒，但最近的酒吧離我很遠，500多公里遠吶，但我沒有任何車輛去找酒吧。

作為一名飛行員，當戰(zhàn)斗結束時，我把飛機重著陸，飛機嚴重受損。(說實話，飛機剛被機炮擊傷)我想唱維克多·崔的歌來紀念那段艱難的時光，但我的喉嚨感到更痛。我什么也說不出來。

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作為一名士兵，當我最終離開邊境時，我感到徹底絕望。我看到一些T-80, BTR -80 M1A1, M2A3、豹2A5與VRCC被完全摧毀，還親眼目睹了一架蘇-30被導彈擊中。我甚至發(fā)現(xiàn)到處都是燒焦的尸體。最后，我邊瘋狂地射擊敵人，邊歇斯底里地大喊大叫。我那時覺得自己是無敵的，并且一路上投擲手榴彈(從尸體上撿起的)來擊退敵人。

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作為一名飛行員，我發(fā)高燒，我痛苦地駕駛著蘇-25。那天下午，我坐在駕駛艙里飛往轟炸區(qū)域，突然頭痛腦子燒壞了。我在那15分鐘什么也沒做，只是讓它飛在4500米高處飛行，航向90度?？偛矿@慌失措，派了一架狂風戰(zhàn)斗機監(jiān)視我。

狂風飛行員對我喊道:“你聽到了嗎?”“你能揮動你的翅膀嗎?”“你得了COVID-19嗎?”“我的上帝!不要死!!如果你死了，每個人都會感到悲傷!!!”

我迷迷糊糊回答：“啊?我感到發(fā)燒……非常嚴重，但是……我已經沒有退路了。”

“哦,好。你能回到戰(zhàn)場嗎?如果不行，你可以降落在H61機場，尋求醫(yī)療援助?！笨耧L飛行員問道。

“我還能?！蔽姨撊醯鼗卮稹?/span>

然后我飛回陣地，對敵方裝甲車隊進行火箭彈攻擊。

“呀呀呀呀呀呀！“我怒吼著，然后我徹底說不出話來了。

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“這次考試30分鐘后結束。”這句話讓我拉回到了現(xiàn)實。

我驚呆了，坐直了身子。仿佛我拉彈射拉環(huán)把自己從飛機上彈出一樣。

“你的論文寫完了嗎?”老師問并檢查了我的試卷。

“是的。”

“放松。不要緊張。我覺得你在神游?！盙偵探安慰我。

我點了點頭。

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考試結束后，我拿回了我的手機和書包。L小姐問:“我覺得你有什么麻煩。當你震驚的時候，你嚇到我了?！?/p>

“是的，我只是走神了。我想起了我痛苦但有意義的過去。幾個月前，我在考試前一天感染了新冠病毒?！?/p>

“聽起來很不幸?！?/p>

“我通常認為考試是一場戰(zhàn)爭。但我克服了。大家也克服了?！蔽移降卣f。

我們走到布拉沃橋，互相道別。我想找另一家餐館吃飯，而她想要待在旅館里。

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我戴上耳機，坐在一個商業(yè)中心，我聽著維克多·崔的歌曲《布谷鳥》，我要緩解自己剛剛的情緒。

我點了漢堡王。我興奮地吃了起來。因為我已經有十多年沒吃這個了。

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我看了看表，給爸媽打了個電話。他們安慰我要更加自信。

我聽著《血夜型》，走回了酒店。