I was unable to speak.I'm sorry.

Fuck cancer.

My profile picture would remain colourless in July every year.

Thanks for helping me struggle past my most down and difficult times.You were very very important.You were the first thing I really lost the first thing I couldn't retrive.The first friend I lost (I didn't have a good relationship with my family, so I didn't consider you as a family sorry).

In the DreamSMP lore.Tubbo said,All good things will come to an end.

That's true.The world itself hurled the truth at me,making me learn the hardest way.

It's just so unfair.

empty.Like something's missing inside me.

I can't gain access?to hypixel now, so if you see this an could gain access, please copy my words to that mailbox they say they've placed somewhere.Thank you very much if anyone could do that for me. The English version will be posted later.

When I get to the heavens, I'll?hug you.

I couldn't believe it when I?first saw the news.

I've been watching you from?the otherside of this earth?for so long.

I wish I could hug you.

But You didn't really leave.

You just fell asleep.

I'll wake you up when I arrive there.

We could?grow potatoes together. We'll grow millions of potatoes.

You'll remain alive in my heart.

I'll never forget you, I promise.

I'll live with you inside my heart.

I will take you around the world,to see,to see everything.

You've always been in my heart, right in my heart.

Are you still there? Did you become a ghost to scare the orphans? Please come and scare me too,it'll be a pleasure.

Are you there? Isn't the starry sky beautiful.

It must be lonely up there...but don't worry,we'll join you.it'll be quick.

Are you laughing with the microphone inabled?

Stop pretending. I know you've been guarding us all the time.

You've been gazing?at us on the clouds,havn't you?

You didn't even?know I existed at all, but it's really an honor for me to meet you.

When I wrote this,I?didn't?understand why those people?could still?be happy,to laugh,when the world was crashing around us.

You wouldn't want us sad,Right?

Wait for us,won't you. Eventually,we'll arrive there too.

Thanks to all the people who let me meet him,no matter what heinous crime you have committed Thank you for letting me meet him and let me know him,even across the Pacific Ocean.

These faint words couldn't possibly discribe my sadness.

Words,blessings and love from a Chinese fan.