I'm sorry that I have kept quiet for a long time.
I think Berry dews know that I struggle with communication, so I'll talk properly.
No, I'm not leaving bilibili. Not going anywhere, not leaving.
I am staying home with my mother, and I probably won't be going back to university.
When I was in university, I messed up my health severely and isolated myself to the point that I would not even go out for shopping or doing baily tasks. I neglected myself badly, rotting in bed.I am taking care of my health again at home with my mother, and I will be picking up a job here so I can pick up some responsabilities.
I will try to get back into the flow of streams, but I hope berry dews understand that I
struggle at talking to people, even with my own family.
I didn't want to mention it because I don't like discussing these matters or leaving fans to worry, but I've caused some complications with my liver. It's nothing to worry about, but I'll have to pick my health back up and I'll be doing some scans at the hospital to inspect the problem further.
Please do not take my absence from bilibili as a sign that I hate you.
I'll be re-installing the qq app (my original qq app was the incorrect one downloaded on my phone) and coming back on qq to chat with fans in the group. I don't hate you, and I'm not avoiding you either.
I want to be together again.
I'm going to get stronger and work on my self-image so I can come back to you and hold you again.
I love you.