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真是氣死人了你！"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"insert":"（微微轉(zhuǎn)頭看向你，聲音略沙啞略帶憤怒）"},{"attributes":{"bold":true},"insert":"你怎么在這！咳咳…"},{"insert":"（悶咳兩聲）"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"insert":" "},{"attributes":{"color":"#ff6699"},"insert":"我……很擔(dān)心你。"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"insert":"（冷漠）"},{"attributes":{"bold":true},"insert":"回去吧，我們已經(jīng)分手了，不需要你擔(dān)心。"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#ff6699"},"insert":"（你看著他不敢動(dòng)彈的身體和微微活動(dòng)的僵硬的手指，忍不住心疼）我不同意分手！"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"insert":"（冷冷的）"},{"attributes":{"bold":true},"insert":"不需要你同意！現(xiàn)在立刻從我家……咳咳……呃………呃……"},{"insert":"（聲音因疼痛而漸微弱）"},{"attributes":{"bold":true},"insert":"出……去………"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#ff6699"},"insert":"（著急上前幫他順氣）對(duì)不起，昨天我不應(yīng)該騙你，我不想因?yàn)槲壹摇?我怕你多想，我怕你不開心……… 你別再生我氣…… 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別哭了，我會(huì)心疼的… 寶寶我們說(shuō)說(shuō)話吧，等下我疼醒了，就又見不到你了，那我這酒就白喝了…… "},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"insert":"（虛弱）"},{"attributes":{"bold":true},"insert":"現(xiàn)實(shí)中如果你聽到我喝酒了，肯定又要吼我了吧，但是沒辦法啊，只有喝了酒我才能忘記我們已經(jīng)分手了，所以我每天都喝，把我的兄弟們都嚇傻了，哈哈哈，所有人都勸我別喝了，只有你沒有。"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"insert":"（微微睜眼）"},{"attributes":{"bold":true},"insert":"好好好，我聽你的話，我們家小朋友說(shuō)的我肯定要做到……"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"insert":"（閉眼皺眉）"},{"attributes":{"bold":true},"insert":"但是好起來(lái)有什么用呢？我已經(jīng)把你弄丟了…… 我的好與壞都沒有你的陪伴了…… 我和行尸走肉又有什么分別。"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"insert":"（眉頭緊鎖）"},{"attributes":{"bold":true},"insert":"不，我不想去醫(yī)院，我不想吃藥，咳咳，只有疼讓我知道我還活著…… 我不怕疼，這些小疼…都比不上我失去寶寶那么疼……"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"insert":"（迷糊，用力呼吸）"},{"attributes":{"bold":true},"insert":"我哪兒也不去，我要在家等著寶寶，寶寶擔(dān)心我的時(shí)候，她會(huì)來(lái)的……"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#ff6699"},"insert":"（你輕輕拍他安撫他）好，好，不去不去，別急，睡吧，等你醒了，寶寶就來(lái)了…"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"insert":" "},{"attributes":{"bold":true},"insert":"寶寶……呼，，，呼，，，寶…寶…"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"insert":"（沉重呼吸伴著悶哼，呼吸沉沉的剛想睡去，無(wú)意識(shí)想翻身而忽然疼醒）"},{"attributes":{"bold":true},"insert":"呃…… 好…疼………"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"insert":"（喘息）"},{"attributes":{"bold":true},"insert":"寶寶，你在哪兒，我好疼。"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#ff6699"},"insert":"（你輕輕幫他側(cè)身，伸手撫上他僵直的后背和腰，輕輕按揉著）"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"insert":"（沉重呼吸伴著無(wú)意識(shí)痛呼，漸漸睡著）"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n\n"},{"insert":"【次日】"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"insert":"【退燒了，大夫說(shuō)靜養(yǎng)就好】"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"insert":"（舒服睡了一覺臨近中午才醒，睜眼就看到你在旁邊，嚇了一跳，結(jié)巴）"},{"attributes":{"bold":true},"insert":"寶…寶？？你怎么…在這？？？"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#ff6699"},"insert":"（冷漠）你還在做你的白日夢(mèng)呢！"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"insert":"（緊張看向秘書）"},{"attributes":{"bold":true},"insert":"昨天我不是在做夢(mèng)？！！"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#ff6699"},"insert":"（生氣）你竟敢喝酒？！！"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"insert":"（努力坐起來(lái)?yè)н^你）"},{"attributes":{"bold":true},"insert":"不喝酒怎么能有世界上最美的夢(mèng)啊～不過以后再也不用喝了～"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n\n\n\n"},{"insert":"【后續(xù)】"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"insert":"【某日午后】"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"insert":"寶寶，記得把傘還我。"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#ff6699"},"insert":"哈？"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"insert":"喜不送傘不知道嗎？因?yàn)楹蜕⒒锏纳⒆x音相近，所以寓意不好…"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#ff6699"},"insert":"什么？？那天我回去特意問度娘，你給我傘不是要為我遮風(fēng)擋雨的意思嗎？？？"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"insert":"沒錯(cuò)寶寶，正是我的本意。"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#ff6699"},"insert":"（嫌棄）為什么吵架的時(shí)候還可以用出這么油膩的?！愕哪X子里都裝了什么啊……"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"},{"insert":"emm…代溝和你。"},{"attributes":{"align":"justify"},"insert":"\n"}]}