Special to me because it was the first time i was not a shiny new artist, i was on my forth album. And i felt like i think this happens to a lot of artists where they, they have their breakthrough moment and then the moment after that is really hard for them because they're just not getting the sane. It's like the first time u walk into a room at a party and everyone's like Oh, Kevin is here. When u have ur breakthrough i would like Kevin. And then the next time u walk in they're like sup? Yeah.