寫在前面的話

1.本文純屬虛構，僅僅作為娛樂向

2.本文為純英文，如有錯誤敬請指出（文后有中文翻譯）

3.本文這回是在工作室寫的，可能效果好點

Leaving the teaching building，my heart felt a bit nervous.

“If I fail the interview，What should I do？Where should I go？”

I rode to Pe Klein Square again.

But this time，I chose a long chair under the tree，and prayed to myself.

Suddenly，I saw a white Toyota bZ3 stopped near the square，and some girls went out of car，and carried bunches of flowers.

“Hello！Hello！Do you want to beautify your house？ Do you want to change you spirit？Do you want to give some sweety to your lover？Besties flower store is selling the elegant flower！Come to my car and you can take the photograph with us！”some girls used their horns to sell flowers.

“Well，I am about to look around.”I thought and walked towards them.

“Hello，I want to buy some flowers.”

“Why do you want to buy flowers？For girl friend or wife？For decorating your house？For your parents？For else？”O(jiān)ne tall girl asked curiously. The girl wore a white suit and black jeans，and she looked like an artist. And she wore octagon sunglasses.

“I just miss somebody who were buried here，and give a card please. I want to write something.”

“I am sorry to hear that.”Another tall girl said sadly. The girl had brown hair，wore a white shirt and put on black sweater，and she looked like an artist too.

“Give them a bunch of flower，and you can relief comfortably.”a short girl comforted me.

Then short girl gave a polite hug.

“You are really tall！”short girl screamed.

“Emmm…”My face suddenly turned red，and bought a bunch of flower.

“Your business looks so well，right？”I asked.

“No，no，no，Though we have sold for one month，we didn’t sell very much，just about 50 bunches. We sell flowers 3 times a week.”

“Well，can you sing songs？”I asked curiously.

“If you like，we can sing until the night. English，Russian，Chinese and Japanese are OK. Remember put your flower in my car.”brown hair girl agreed and winked.

“Fine. I ‘d like to Lykee LI‘s I Follow Rivers.”

“Sure！I like it.”the short one went to find a loudspeaker and microphones.

“3 microphones. Here you are.”brown hair girl gave me a microphone and jumped happily.

“Thank you.”I appreciated.

Then we sang together.

When I sang to“I I Follow，I Follow You，Deep sea baby. I Follow You.”girls hugged together.

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Few minutes later，we noticed a few classmates stood around. The short one asked：“Do you want to buy flowers？”

“Yes！Your voice is very sexy！”a young students said.“I want to buy flowers！”

“WOW，thank you！”girls said proudly.

“We are selling flowers，you can take a break and go to square. Remember to take out of flowers！”sunglasses girl took off suit and picked up the fan to swing while speaking.

I went to square calmly.

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The Pe Klein Square seemed to be so lonely.

I walked to the ATGM vehicle and put the flower on the vehicle. When the wind blew by，I took the pen to write the following saying on the card and put into flowers：

I am very sorry，though my team won the war，I still lose something.

Wars never have any winner.

Wars make death，psycho，ruins，separation，and pollution. Every word contains blood and fear.

If I have to accept any punishment in my dream，I will accept happily.

After all，I have involved a few wars for more than a decade. I have killed many enemies，and now I want to Kill the past self.

I want to repent for life.

Oh，a beautiful punishment will come to my dream quickly.

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After mourning，I went back to the bZ3. This time，those girls were still selling flowers.

“Now we are tired. Let’s chat.”the short girl said tiredly.

“Fine. What is your major？”

“Art Majors，we are doctors freshmen.”those girls said quickly.“You can call me besties.”O(jiān)ne tall girl showed her postgraduate student ID card.

“Wow，you can earn money .”I praised with smile.

“Our main goal is to research the relationship between art of flowers and commercial value. So we decide to sell flowers around the school.”

“Oh，I just bought your flowers，it meant I support your study.”I asked and looked around.

“Bingo.”sunglasses girl said and swinged.

Brown hair girl looked her watch and said：“Ah，we should go to Alpha bridge to sell flowers. Would you like follow us？”

“I’d like to，but riding is better for me.”I refused politely，and rode to Alpha bridge.

“OK，10 minutes later，we will get there.”

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5 minutes later，the besties came to the bridge.

The brown hair girl asked happily：“Which song do you want to sing？”

“Shakin Stevens‘s Because I Love You.”

“I love it. My husband likes it.”the short girl said，and showed her marriage photo to me.

“Hahaha. I have married for one year，too.”the brown hair girl laughed，then she hugged the short girl.

“Well，wishing you all the best in your married life. A hundred years of love and eternal unity.”I blessed with appreciate.

Then we sang together.

“If I got down on my knees and，I pleaded with you.“I led them to sing deeply.

“If I crossed a million oceans，Just to be with you.”the sunglasses girl continued sing with loud voice.

This song reminded of those old time. At that time，from Passat B2 to Passat B7，I liked playing this song while driving it.

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Later，We sang few songs，including Chainsmokers‘s Waterbed and R3HAB‘s All Comes Back to You.

I felt tired. Then the besties continue selling flowers.

Quickly，the flowers were sold out.

“Ah，the flowers are sole out. We have to go back to office now. Thank you. You should go back now. Welcome back next time.” the brown hair said tiredly and packed up the flower basket.

“Well，wish your business success and life happily. I am going to eat out.” I said.

“Let’s take a photo.”short girl asked，and I accepted.

“But I need to put my suit off and wear a black mask.”I replied in rush.

“One two three，ready！”sunglasses girl pressed the shutter.

After taking the photos，I said goodbye to them. For me，I wished I will have next time.

It is 5:00P.M. When I walked through the alpha bridge，I stopped and turned around slowly

I raised my arms ,shout to the main?building (chemistry industrial teaching building)：

“YANG YANG BRIDGE, IT IS WORTHY!”

Nobody noticed me，including guards.

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I walked back to hotel silently. The foreground manager changed to a young man.

Then I return to room and searched every corner. Nothing found.

“Well，someone won‘t install something to spy me anymore.”I sat on the bed and thought tiredly.

I napped for a while.

Later，I left the hotel，and rode along the Gorza YAOK River Avenue while singing Война and Звезда по имени Солнце. I rode very quickly.

In fact，I didn’t want to eat at all. Because I felt a nightmare would come any minutes now.

I called to rich woman Mrs. H. I sent my worry.

“Well，don’t worry. Although I think your grade is not good. You have overcome many difficulties than many people. I know you really want to be a super post-graduate student. If your fail，You can go to further school or research center. One more thing，If you want to stay，you can stay one more day to buffer yourself. But you need to go home sooner or later.”She said patiently.

“Fine. I just nervous. I just want to ride heartily.”I said and nodded，and my heart felt warm gradually.

“Don’t be nervous. Eating first. your voiced sounds like hungry.” Mrs. H said worried.

“OK，I will find something to eat.”

“Bye. I will eat with my son.”She hung up quickly.

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After riding about 10 kilometers, I went to a Chinese restaurant to find something unique to eat.

The restaurant looks very fashion，filled with Chinese technological elements. Like CR400AF, COMAC C919. I noticed that few mini DJI drones were flying to outside. And the tables and chairs were made of cheap recycle plastics，but it looks luxury.

And kitchen is so mordent，very few chefs were cooking.

Many people were eating and laughing. I found no Chinese people were here——except me.

I ordered a fried duck rice，a dish of duck barbecue and a dish of vegetable.

I ate it with chaotic mood tired. Then I checked out in hush.

When I returned to hotel, I ordered a cup of milk tea, and added a lot of toppings.

I called to my parents in a short time. This dialog was very short,I just told to my parents what I did.

Because I wanted to stay calm and thought something weird while drinking milk tea.

離開教學樓時，我的心有點緊張。

“如果我面試不及格，我該怎么辦？我該去哪里？”

我又騎車去了佩克萊因廣場。

但這一次，我在樹下選擇了一把長椅子，并為自己祈禱。

突然，我看到一輛白色豐田bZ3停在廣場附近，一些女孩從車上下來，扛著一束束鮮花。

“你好！你好！你想美化你的房子嗎？你想改變你的精神嗎？你想要給你的愛人一些甜蜜的東西嗎？閨蜜團花店正在出售優(yōu)雅的花朵！來我的車上，你可以和我們一起拍照！”一些女孩喊喇叭來賣花。

“好吧，我正要四處看看有什么了。”我想了想，然后朝她們走去。

“你好，我想買些花?！?/p>

一個高個子女孩好奇地問道：“你為啥買花呢？給女朋友或妻子？給你的房子裝飾？給你父母？給其他人？”。這個女孩穿著白色西裝和黑色牛仔褲，看起來像個藝術家。她還戴著八邊形墨鏡。

“我只是想念埋葬在這里的人，請給我一張卡片。我想寫點什么?！?/p>

“聽到這個消息我很難過?！绷硪粋€高個子女孩悲傷地說。這個女孩有一頭棕色頭發(fā)，穿著白色襯衫，穿黑色毛衣，看起來也像個藝術家。

“給他們一束花，你就可以舒服地松一口氣了?！币粋€矮個子女孩安慰我。

然后矮個子女孩禮貌地擁抱了一下。

“你真的很高呀！”矮個子女孩尖叫道。

“嗯……”我的臉突然紅了，買了一束花。

“你的生意看起來很不錯，對吧？”我問道。

“不，不，不。雖然我們已經(jīng)賣了一個月了，我們每周賣3次花。但我們賣的不多，只賣了50束。”

“嗯，你們會唱歌嗎？”我好奇地問道。

“如果你愿意，我們可以唱到晚上。英語、俄語、漢語和日語都可以。記得把你的花放在我的車里?！弊厣^發(fā)女孩子同意了，還眨了一下眼。

“好的。我想唱Lykee LI‘的《I Follow Rivers》?！?/p>

“當然！我喜歡?！卑珎€子去找揚聲器和麥克風。

“3個麥克風。給你?！弊厣^發(fā)女孩蹦蹦跳跳地給我一個麥克風。

“謝謝?！蔽腋屑ふf到。

然后我們一起唱歌。

當我唱著“I I Follow，I Follow You，Deep sea baby. I Follow You.”女孩們擁抱在一起。

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幾分鐘后，我們注意到周圍站著幾個同學。矮個子問道：“你們想買花嗎？”

“是的！你的聲音很性感！”一位年輕的學生說?！拔蚁胭I花！”

“哇，謝謝！”女孩們驕傲地說。

“我們現(xiàn)在在賣花，你可以休息一下去廣場轉轉。記住把你的花帶走！”戴太陽鏡的女孩脫下白色西裝，邊說拿起扇子扇了扇。

我平靜地走向廣場。

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佩克萊因廣場似乎很冷清。

我走到反坦克導彈車旁，把花放在車上。當風吹過時，我拿著筆在卡片上寫下了下面的話，并把它放進了花里：

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我很抱歉，雖然我的團隊贏得了這場戰(zhàn)爭，但我還是失去了一些東西。

戰(zhàn)爭從來沒有贏家。

戰(zhàn)爭制造了死亡、精神病、廢墟、分裂和污染。每一個字都包含著血腥和恐懼。

如果我必須在夢中接受任何懲罰，我會欣然接受。

畢竟，十多年來，我參與過幾場戰(zhàn)爭。我殺了不少的敵人，但我也想殺死過去的自己。

我想終身懺悔。

哦，一個美麗的懲罰很快就會降臨到我的夢中。

? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? 一位普通的過路人

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哀悼結束后，我回到bZ3。這一次，那些女孩還在賣花。

“現(xiàn)在我們累了。我們聊聊吧?！卑珎€子女孩疲憊地說。

“好的。你的專業(yè)是什么？”

“藝術專業(yè)的，我們是博士一年級?！蹦切┡⒑芸斓卣f?！澳憧梢越形议|蜜團。”戴太陽鏡的高個子女孩出示了她的研究生學生證。

“哇，你好能掙錢呀。”我笑著稱贊道。

“我們的主要目標是研究花卉藝術與商業(yè)價值之間的關系。因此，我們決定在學校周圍出售鮮花?！?/p>

“哦，我剛買了你的花，這意味著我支持你的學習?！蔽覇柕?，環(huán)顧四周。

“太棒了。”戴墨鏡的女孩說著搖了搖身體。

棕色頭發(fā)的女孩看了看手表說：“啊，我們應該去阿爾法橋賣花。你愿意跟著我們嗎？”

“我很想，但騎行對我來說更好。”我禮貌地拒絕了，然后騎去阿爾法橋。

“好的，10分鐘后，我們會到達那里?！?/p>

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5分鐘后，閨蜜們來到了橋邊。

棕色頭發(fā)的女孩高興地問：“你想唱哪首歌？”

“Shakin Stevens的《因為我愛你》?！?/p>

“我喜歡它。我丈夫也喜歡它?！卑珎€子女孩說，并向我展示了她的結婚照。

“哈哈哈。我也結婚一年了?！弊厣^發(fā)的女孩笑了，然后擁抱了矮個子女孩。

“好吧，祝你婚后一切順利。百年好合，永結同心?！蔽液芨屑ぁ?/p>

然后我們一起唱歌。

“If I got down on my knees and，I pleaded with you.”我?guī)ьI他們深情地歌唱。

“If I crossed a million oceans，Just to be with you.”戴墨鏡的女孩繼續(xù)大聲唱著。

這首歌讓人想起了我的過去。那時候，我從帕薩特B2到帕薩特B7，就喜歡邊開這車邊播放這首歌。

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后來，我們唱了幾首歌，包括Chainsmokers的《Waterbed》和R3HAB的《All comes back to you》。

我覺得唱累了。然后閨蜜們繼續(xù)賣花。

很快，花就賣光了。

“啊，花都賣完了。我們現(xiàn)在得回辦公室了。謝謝你。你現(xiàn)在應該回去了。歡迎下次回來?！弊厣^發(fā)疲憊地說，然后收拾好花籃。

“好吧，祝你生意成功，生活愉快。我要去吃飯了?！蔽艺f。

“我們拍張照吧?！卑珎€子女孩問道，我接受了。

“但我需要脫下西裝，戴上黑色口罩?！蔽掖颐Φ鼗卮?。

“一二三，準備。”太陽鏡女孩按下快門。

拍完照片后，我向她們道別。對我來說，我希望我能有下一次。

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現(xiàn)在是下午5點。當我穿過阿爾法橋時，我停下來慢慢地轉過身來，舉起雙臂，對著主大樓（化學工業(yè)教學樓）喊道：

“洋洋大橋，值了！”

沒有人注意到我，包括警衛(wèi)。

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我默默地走回酒店，這時候前臺經(jīng)理換成了一位年輕人。

然后我走進房間，搜查了每一個角落。找不到任何內容。

“好吧，有人不會再裝什么東西來監(jiān)視我了。”我坐在床上疲憊地想。

我睡了一會兒。

后來，我離開了酒店，沿著YAOK河一邊騎行，一邊唱著維克多崔《戰(zhàn)爭》和《名為太陽的星星》。

事實上，我根本就不想吃東西。因為我覺得噩夢隨時都會來臨。

我打電話給富婆H夫人。我表達了我的擔憂。

“好吧，別擔心。我雖然覺得你的成績不好。你比很多人都克服了很多困難。我知道你真的很想成為一名超級研究生。如果你失敗了，你可以去進一步的學?；蜓芯恐行摹＿€有一件事，如果你想留下來，你可以多呆一天來緩沖自己。但你遲早要回家。”她耐心地說。

“好吧。我只是緊張。我只是想盡情地騎行?！蔽艺f，點了點頭，我的心逐漸感到溫暖。

“別緊張。先吃飯吧。你的聲音聽起來像餓了?！备黄臜夫人擔憂地說。

“好的，我去找點吃的?！?/p>

“再見。我該和我兒子一起去吃飯了?！彼芸鞉鞌嗔穗娫挕?/p>

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騎行了大約10公里后，我去了一家中餐館，想找點獨特的東西吃。

這家餐廳看起來很時尚，充滿了中國科技元素，像CR400AF,中國商飛C919。我還注意到幾架迷你大疆無人機朝外飛去。桌椅是用廉價的可回收塑料制成的，但看起來很豪華。

廚房非?，F(xiàn)代化，很少有廚師在做飯。

許多人邊吃邊笑。我發(fā)現(xiàn)除了我，這里并沒有其他中國人。

我點了一份炸鴨飯、一份鴨肉燒烤和一份蔬菜。

我吃的時候心情很亂很累。然后我悄悄地離開了。

當我回到酒店時，我點了一杯奶茶，并加了很多小料。

我很快就給父母打了電話。這段通話內容極短，只是說了下我做了什么。

因為我想保持冷靜，然后邊喝奶茶去想一些奇怪的事情。