星野葵，Hoshino Aoi,雖然和當(dāng)紅的星夜愛很接近，但來(lái)源和《我推的孩子》沒有關(guān)系。

Though my name Aoi Hoshino is close to Ai Hoshino, a very famous name currently, it has no relationship with the anime ‘Oshi no ko’.

這個(gè)筆名的成形不會(huì)晚于2019年，而正式使用不會(huì)晚于2020年。

This pseudonym was determined no later than 2019 and was formally used on public network not later than 2020.

當(dāng)時(shí)我的PIXIV名是Ruirui或者Racheal，考慮到Rui這個(gè)音日本人發(fā)不出來(lái)，用sei這個(gè)音也不太合適，于是我決定換個(gè)更合適的名字。順帶一提，有段時(shí)間用自己的姓去掉部分音之后當(dāng)過(guò)日語(yǔ)名字的姓，但是那個(gè)詞很少作為姓氏使用。于是決定取一個(gè)更加常用的姓氏。

At that time (2019), my pseudonym in Pixiv was Ruirui or Racheal. Considering of difficulty on spelling the pronunciation of 'rui' in japanese, also, ‘sei’ which is the on-reading pronunciation of 'rui' was not suitable as well，I decided to look for a more suitable pseudonym. By the way, I used to use a japanese family name which came from my original family name ignoring some syllables, however, that name was rarely used as family name in reality, thus I need to find a more common japanese family name.

名的選擇很簡(jiǎn)單，我的名字里兩個(gè)字直接訓(xùn)讀是Ao和Ai，那時(shí)候也考慮過(guò)取名叫愛。但是考慮到愛真的是個(gè)非常常見的二次元名字，實(shí)在不想和《星期一的豐滿》里的愛醬以及《地獄少女》里的閻魔愛重名，所以取了葵 Aoi這個(gè)合成的名字，倒也成功避免了更大的尷尬，不然現(xiàn)在要改名了w

月曜日のたわわThe selection of first name had no difficulty. Two words of my name are read as 'Ao' and 'Ai' by on-reading method. At that time, 'Ai' was also considered as my new pseudonym, however, it is indeed as very popular name in anime. I donot want to have duplicate name with 'Ai chan' in 'Tawawa on Monday'(月曜日のたわわ) or 'Ai Enma' in 'Jigoku Shoujo'. In this case, 'Aoi', the combination of 'Ai' and 'Ao', are used as the first name of my pseudonym. Luckily, this decision avoid the impact from duplication with 'Hoshino Ai', which may lead to re-choice of my pseudonym.?

原本選擇的姓氏是星乃 Hoshino，源自《Angle Beats》OP里的歌詞“數(shù)億星辰將要漸漸遠(yuǎn)逝”，跟我之前用的姓 千夜 很搭配。但是星乃依然很少用于姓氏，于是選了同音的星野，參考是《俺妹》里的星野庫(kù)拉拉。

Regarding 'Hoshino' , the family name of my pseudonym, it came from one of the lyrics of OP of 'Angle Beats' : 'Billions of stars were fading down'(幾億の星が消え去ってくのを). It has marvelous matchs with my former family name 'Chiyo', which means 'thousands of nights'. However, that 'Hoshino' is also not a common family name, in this case, this 'Hoshino' was chosen, refer to 'Kurara Hoshino' in 'Ore no Imoto ga Konna ni Kawaii Wakega Nai'(俺の妹がこんなに可愛いわけがない-My little Sister couldnot be such cute).

這就是日文名字的全部由來(lái)。這個(gè)名字大概2020年左右成為了我PIXIV的筆名，而在2022年開始會(huì)用在K大的繪畫課名單等一系列的地方。

Above is the whole story about my pseudonym. This pseudonym was used in Pixiv from 2020 and on 2022, it began to be widely used on network, such as as the name on the student list of drawing lessons.

英文的部分懸念則比較少，因?yàn)镽ui這個(gè)音老外讀著像魯伊，所以當(dāng)時(shí)的新加坡同事建議我把英文名改為Ray，而Ray是Racheal的昵稱。所以英文名就選的Racheal，參考《老友記》里的Racheal。

Regarding my english name, my name in chinese Pinyin could be directly used in english,that was also what I did when I was aboard. However, the pronunciation of 'Rui' is far from its original pronunciation in chinese. Taking the suggestion of my Singapore collegue, I used Ray as my english name instead. And Ray is the?hypocorism of Racheal, that is how my english name Racheal came, refer to Racheal in 'Friends'.

就這樣，16年開始畫畫的我在19年終于有了自己長(zhǎng)期的筆名，雖然因?yàn)楣ぷ髟?，沒有基礎(chǔ)的我一直畫得稀爛，從而一直停在初學(xué)者這個(gè)階段就是了。關(guān)于名字這件事，其實(shí)我覺得沒有抄襲或者碰瓷的說(shuō)法，現(xiàn)實(shí)里重名的人非常多，而且我這個(gè)名字也是會(huì)用在現(xiàn)實(shí)里的名字。但是筆名畢竟要有識(shí)別度，所以才會(huì)在意這些。

From then on, I, a guy started his artist career from 2016, had my long-term psedonym on 2019, eventhough I made no progress and remained as a beginner in the following 10 years since then due to I also had busy jobs as a Technical Engineer.

寫這些是因?yàn)榻诳赡軙?huì)慢慢完善15年就開始起坑的小說(shuō)，也打算深化設(shè)定好的OC，所以在使用這個(gè)筆名之前做些必要的解釋。

To write these is because I may continue to write the noval initiated on 2015, also, I need to paint more drawings for my own original character for the noval. It is very important to make some explaination before I continue to use this pseudonym.

OC的話，我的自設(shè)是黑發(fā)紫瞳的少女，膚色白皙，標(biāo)志是頭上合并了雙子與天秤座的發(fā)卡。這是2017年就已經(jīng)定稿的形象，雖然那時(shí)候的畫力實(shí)在是。。。不提了，反正現(xiàn)在也沒太大的進(jìn)步。

Regarding my own charactor, in ACGN field, my public persona is setting as a girl with black hair, white skin and violet eyes. One of her significant characteristics is a hairpin standing for Gemini and Libra. This charator was created on 2017 and her images had been uploaded on pixiv soon after her creation, though with terrible painting skill.

其他碎碎念：

PS:

星野愛這個(gè)名字，我的理解是我推的作者為了貼合劇情而創(chuàng)設(shè)的名。取自一番星和愛這兩個(gè)劇情關(guān)鍵點(diǎn)，即愛既是最耀眼的偶像，又是徘徊于自己對(duì)孩子的愛究竟是不是演技的難題上的普通母親。很高興“那份愛不是謊言，我愛你們?！保à饯欷扦猡蓼?、君と君にだけは言えずにいたけど、やっと言えた、これは絶対噓じゃない、愛してる）

Regarding the famous name 'Ai Hoshino', my understanding is this name was created by the writer of 'Oshi no Ko' to hint the plot. It should have deep relationship with two key themes: the idol shining as star and ture love under endless lies. ‘Ai’ has two contradictory roles: a famous idol with so many lies to others and a mother who is wondering if she could truely love some one. It is great to hear the lyrics: 'Up to this day, I've not been able to let you and you hear me saying those meaningful words, I said it at last, I know it's not a lie as I'm voicing these words, I love you. '