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How strict are your parents?
你的父母有多嚴(yán)格？

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I have a younger sibling, she’s 9 and when I was her age I was quite a lot more smarter than her, so my parents get mad at her for not being intelligent but it’s not as much when I was a child, I always got compared to her, because she does sports and is extroverted, meanwhile I’m more into science and quite introverted,
My parents are all about academics, and even though when I was the same age as my sister I was more academically talented than her since I got more pressure put on me, but she’s the one who gets all the praise even though she didn’t do anything
Privacy? Hah, in my dreams that doesn’t exist for me
The only thing I eat is goddamn rice, ffs every time I complain she gets mad, honestly my body is 80% rice at this point
They don’t approve of the things I watch, which is mainly anime, I like the ones with blood and mystery like Attack on Titan and Death Note, can’t forget about Noragami :), my mom doesn’t approve of this stuff so I have to watch it in secret
I’ve stopped crying, my parents make me feel absolutely nothing inside, I’ve seen Banana Fish and didn’t cry, (SPOILERS?) the only thing I said to myself after finishing it was “Okay, he’s dead, that’s it” and went to go do the next thing, (SPOILER FINISHED) I genuinely didn’t understand why people got so sad after someone dies, I’ve had a lot of people from my outer family die and I still don’t feel anything, this sounds really insensitive but I really don’t care anymore, they’re just dead, that’s it, there’s nothing you can do, so why cry about it? It won’t bring them back, so just get in with your life, some people say it’s my way of missing them, (again, insensitive part) but I really don’t miss them or anything, i just can’t be bothered to care at this point
我有一個(gè)妹妹，她9歲，我在她這個(gè)年紀(jì)的時(shí)候比她聰明得多，所以我的父母經(jīng)常因?yàn)樗宦斆鞫鷼?，但在我小時(shí)候父母不會(huì)這樣子生氣，我總是被拿來(lái)和她作比較，因?yàn)樗矚g運(yùn)動(dòng)，性格外向，同時(shí)我更喜歡科學(xué)，性格比較內(nèi)向。
我的父母都是學(xué)者，盡管當(dāng)我和我妹妹同齡的時(shí)候，因?yàn)槲页惺芰烁嗟膲毫Γ晕冶人袑W(xué)術(shù)天賦，但她是那個(gè)得到所有贊揚(yáng)的人，盡管她什么也沒(méi)做。
隱私？哈哈，這是在我的夢(mèng)里都不存在的東西。
每當(dāng)我抱怨她生氣的時(shí)候，我唯一能吃的東西就是該死的米飯，老實(shí)說(shuō)，我現(xiàn)在身體里80%都是米飯。
他們不贊成我看的那些東西，主要是動(dòng)漫，我喜歡《泰坦之戰(zhàn)》、《死亡筆記》等帶有血腥和神秘色彩的動(dòng)漫，我忘不了《野良神》，但我媽媽不贊成這樣的東西，所以我只能偷偷看。
我已經(jīng)不再哭了，我的父母讓我感覺(jué)我的內(nèi)心是空的、沒(méi)有絲毫感覺(jué)，所以我看《戰(zhàn)栗殺機(jī)》也沒(méi)有哭（劇透？），看完后我對(duì)自己說(shuō)的唯一一句話(huà)是“好吧，他死了，就這樣”，然后就繼續(xù)去做下一件事了（劇透完畢），我真的不明白為什么有人死后人們會(huì)這么傷心，有很多次我外婆家的親人去世，但我還是什么感覺(jué)都沒(méi)有，這聽(tīng)起來(lái)真的很麻木，但我真的不在乎了，他們只是死了，就這樣，你什么都做不了，為什么哭呢？（眼淚）不會(huì)把他們帶回來(lái)的，那（不如）就繼續(xù)你的生活吧，有人說(shuō)這是我想念他們的方式（同樣，這是我不敏感的部分），但我真的不想念他們，我只是不在乎這一點(diǎn)。
Im very emotionally detached from my parents, I barely even talk to them at this point, I asked my dad once why I have no freedom and he said exactly this, “We give you freedom, we let you go upstairs by yourself,” the sad fact is that he was being genuinely serious
My music taste consists of mainly rock and rap, being a girl, my mom disapproves of this immensely
I’m not even allowed to go outside, or to the corner shop that is literally 5 minutes away
Okay here’s the kinda depressing part, don’t read if self harm/suicidal thoughts make you uncomfortable
As I’ve told you, I don’t cry, so I cut myself instead, my wrist looks like a barcode currently and most people feel guilt after they cut, but I don’t feel anything, I just wrap it in a tissue and cover it up, I want to cry, but I can’t, if I do, it’s only for about 1 minute then I suddenly stop and I can’t cry anymore, it’s like that scene from parasyte,(SPOILERS AGAIN IM SORRY) where Shinichi starts panicking, but then calms down instantly because of what Migi did to his heart, (SPOILER ENDED WE FINE)
I’ve been feeling suicidal lately because of my parents, I can’t go anywhere, I’ve tried counselling, it didn’t work, at all, the school didn’t do anything about it apart from give my parents a warning and that’s it, I can’t call childline since I don’t have a phone, the only thing keeping me going is that I’ll leave my house after I finish school and go to a uni in England, and when I’m 18 I plan on moving to Australia so I’m even farther away from my parents
This got kinda deep at the end but when you look at it, there’s really nothing I can do, I have no phone, nothing, so I’ll just gotta deal with it myself ykyk :’) it’s not like a have a choice, but yeah-
Welll that’s it thanks for coming to my Ted Talk I’m out ??
在情感上我和我的父母非常疏遠(yuǎn)，在這一點(diǎn)上我甚至很少和他們說(shuō)話(huà)，我曾經(jīng)問(wèn)我爸爸為什么我沒(méi)有自由，他很確切地說(shuō)，“我們給你自由，我們可以讓你自己上樓，”但可悲的是，他是真正認(rèn)真地這么覺(jué)得的。
我喜歡的音樂(lè)主要是搖滾樂(lè)和說(shuō)唱樂(lè)，我作為一個(gè)女孩，我媽媽非常反對(duì)這一點(diǎn)。
我甚至不被允許出去，也不被允許去僅僅只有5分鐘路程的街角商店。
好吧，這是有點(diǎn)郁悶的部分，如果我自殘或者自殺的想法讓你不舒服，那么不要接著讀下去。
我告訴過(guò)你，我不會(huì)哭，所以我割傷了自己，我的手腕現(xiàn)在看起來(lái)像一個(gè)條形碼，大多數(shù)人割傷后都會(huì)感到內(nèi)疚，但我什么也感覺(jué)不到，我只是用紙巾把它包住蓋起來(lái)，我想哭，但我不能，如果我哭了，只會(huì)哭大約1分鐘，然后我就會(huì)突然停下來(lái)，我不能再哭了，就像《寄生獸》里的那一幕，（再次抱歉我要?jiǎng)⊥噶耍┯捎谟覍?duì)泉新一的心臟所做那些事情，泉新一開(kāi)始驚慌失措，但他立刻就平靜了下來(lái)（劇透結(jié)束了，我們還是很好）。
因?yàn)楦改傅脑?，我最近一直有自殺的傾向，我哪兒都去不了，我試過(guò)心理咨詢(xún)，但都沒(méi)用，學(xué)校除了給父母一個(gè)警告外，什么都沒(méi)做，就是這樣，我沒(méi)電話(huà)，所以不能打兒童熱線(xiàn)，唯一能讓我堅(jiān)持下去的是我畢業(yè)后會(huì)離開(kāi)家去英國(guó)的一所大學(xué)，當(dāng)我18歲的時(shí)候，我計(jì)劃搬到澳大利亞，這樣我就離父母更遠(yuǎn)了。
結(jié)尾有點(diǎn)深?yuàn)W，但當(dāng)你看到這篇文章的時(shí)候，我真的什么都做不了，我沒(méi)有電話(huà)，什么都沒(méi)有，所以我只能自己來(lái)處理這些事情了。
好了，謝謝你來(lái)聽(tīng)我訴說(shuō)，我說(shuō)完了。