My misfortune comes precisely from the fact that I am devoid of the ability to refuse. I am afraid that once I turn down other people, I will leave some fissures that will never heal in each other’s heart.

我的不幸，恰恰在于我缺乏拒絕的能力。我害怕一旦拒絕別人，便會(huì)在彼此心里留下永遠(yuǎn)無(wú)法愈合的裂痕。