{"ops":[{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"勿上真人。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"雙向救贖/雙向暗戀/雙向自卑."},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"七歲年齡差預(yù)警/戰(zhàn)線極長的單向變雙向奔赴."},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"進(jìn)度可能有點(diǎn)慢哦."},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"私設(shè)如山."},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"都是我瞎寫的。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"*所有專業(yè)知識皆為杜撰，勿上升現(xiàn)實(shí)."},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"*本文純屬虛構(gòu)，全篇的學(xué)業(yè)工作等，無任何參考價(jià)值，勿上升實(shí)際."},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"靈感來源:《in your light》《oh my angel》《有一種悲傷》《sonder》和《奔赴》"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"-"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"“若世界狂若洪流，我陪你尋覓方舟，自由在夜的盡頭?！?#34;},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"-"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"106."},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"距離那個(gè)讓我失落的夜晚好像已經(jīng)過了很久了。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"時(shí)光飛逝，流水般的日子從來不曾停止，這兩年過得忙碌也尋常，這些日子飛速從我手里握著的槍中飛出，似我筆尖下流淌的墨水，順暢又簡單，恍然間消逝，在我還不曾反應(yīng)過來的時(shí)候已經(jīng)從我身邊擦過，化作永遠(yuǎn)追不回的塵埃一粟。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"我?guī)状稳孟轮嘘?duì)第一的成績穩(wěn)定，在我大三上學(xué)期真的硬生生破了從前師姐們的記錄，和宋亞軒的名字肩并肩靠著那面墻上，看上去總是般配的。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"而我和宋亞軒在這兩年的相處狀態(tài)越發(fā)平淡，親昵動(dòng)作都習(xí)以為常，親吻也從最初還會害羞推拉，到現(xiàn)在已然變成習(xí)慣性的蜻蜓點(diǎn)水，我們之間似是一股涓涓細(xì)流，緩慢也安穩(wěn)的流淌過，一幕幕卻也是值得定格的溫馨畫面。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"平淡期似乎也并沒有那么難以忍受，靠在一起看電影或者學(xué)習(xí)工作充斥我們兩個(gè)人在一起的大半時(shí)光，其余平?，嵥榈纳钚∈麓┎逯l(fā)生，為生活平添色彩，但在這漫長而短暫的兩年里，我們兩個(gè)從來沒有吵過架，就連不愉快都從來沒有過。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"春夜里我和他手牽手走在溫風(fēng)和煦的夜晚，一步一步走得極其緩慢，十指相扣與微風(fēng)糾纏，一直到秋末冬初落下一地失去水分的落葉，踩上去的聲音清脆，一年終章的日子寒冷又潮濕，但他牽著我的手縮回他的口袋里的那個(gè)瞬間好像就已經(jīng)比過往任何時(shí)候都要溫暖了。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"我們兩個(gè)平時(shí)閑下來會經(jīng)常一起去那家冰粉店，大概是因?yàn)槲覀兌加行┦忍?，玫瑰糍粑冰粉是我和他的共同喜好，小小的店面溢出絲絲縷縷的清甜味道，白色小圓子軟糯香甜，吃過冰粉以后再討一個(gè)吻才算真正的心滿意足。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"而我和他的吉他并肩在書房里，一大一小立在一起，像依偎著的我們。那把吉他是我二十歲生日那天他送給我的生日禮物，上面零零散散貼著藍(lán)鯨貼紙和幾個(gè)漂亮的音符，是我和他一起貼上去的。從那以后我們經(jīng)常坐在陽臺彈吉他唱歌——不過通常是我來彈。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"那部我們兩個(gè)都很喜歡的電影也被我們一次又一次翻出來當(dāng)作茶余飯后的消遣，好像永遠(yuǎn)也不會覺得膩似的。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"牽手擁抱接吻的次數(shù)隨著時(shí)間疊加，我們在無數(shù)個(gè)漆黑到世界里點(diǎn)亮專屬于我們的光芒。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"而夜晚的暖橙色燈光下我們時(shí)不時(shí)緊貼的影子在光芒里搖搖晃晃，就那樣慢悠而閑適地走過了兩輪四季。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"那是我們最平靜而美好的時(shí)光。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"大學(xué)時(shí)光飛速穿梭，大四生活如期而至，李可晨在一個(gè)月之前和劉耀文兩個(gè)人同居了。而我和李可晨兩個(gè)人在一起的日子開始認(rèn)認(rèn)真真聊起我們的以后。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"“我打算去考編，以后想進(jìn)區(qū)法庭做入額法官，怎么樣，酷吧？”李可晨挑挑眉問我。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"“酷啊，我們李可晨什么做不到??？”"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"“你呢？”"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"“公安聯(lián)考，以后想做刑警。”"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"我記得宋亞軒從前就是刑警隊(duì)的。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"“你也不賴嘛，”李可晨伸手挽住我，突然垮下了臉，“劉耀文好像也是刑警，你以后會不會跟他一樣很忙啊，我守兩份寡。”"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"啞然失笑，我伸手去捉李可晨的手，卻發(fā)覺一周前被汪靖康用槍把敲到發(fā)青的手腕又一次隱隱作痛，我不著痕跡的皺眉，伸手將長袖向下拉了拉，堪堪擋住那片青紫。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"這是九月份開學(xué)的第一個(gè)周末，空氣還有些燥熱，讓人覺得有些悶，而今天也是劉耀文升職加薪的第一天，寧晚他們打算在家里一起涮火鍋。我和李可晨兩個(gè)人到家時(shí)，門只是虛掩著，能隱隱約約聽到里面談天的聲音，我伸手去推門。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"廚房里的三個(gè)人單單切菜就有些雞飛狗跳的，馬大廚幾次接近崩潰想把不正經(jīng)的寧晚和時(shí)知遙兩個(gè)人一起從廚房轟出來；而房間里的宋亞軒劉耀文嚴(yán)浩翔坐在一起，三個(gè)人與廚房里的三個(gè)人大相徑庭，臉色都有些不好——下一秒劉耀文看見我，和嚴(yán)浩翔兩個(gè)人一起起身坐在了旁邊。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"李可晨進(jìn)門后便直奔冰箱拿可樂：“晚晚姐，我拿了一瓶可樂哦！”"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"“拿啊拿啊，不就是給你和劉耀文買的嗎，其他還有誰喝可樂呢。”寧晚手底下切著菜回應(yīng)李可晨，而后忙碌著抬頭，“馬嘉祺端一下鍋，知遙可以端菜了，他們快到了?！?#34;},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"“好嘞寧大主廚！”時(shí)知遙拖了長音的回答。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"我輕輕皺起眉毛，也看出宋亞軒似乎有些心事，我進(jìn)門以后坐在他身邊，伸手拿起桌子上的小橘子，裝作語氣平常，不經(jīng)意似的關(guān)心：“你們?nèi)齻€(gè)剛剛聊什么呢？”"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"宋亞軒臉不紅心不跳：“沒什么，聊劉耀文升職的事呢?！?#34;},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"我側(cè)眸看了一眼滿臉平常的人，將幾瓣橘子放進(jìn)他手里，了然地點(diǎn)點(diǎn)頭：“這樣啊。”"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"“嗯，”宋亞軒輕輕點(diǎn)頭，而后轉(zhuǎn)移了話題，“少吃一點(diǎn)橘子，一會吃飯了?！?#34;},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"轉(zhuǎn)移話題似乎一直是宋亞軒的一慣用手法，過往我也真的下意識跟著他的話題走，但此時(shí)此刻我的思緒卻依舊停在他們?nèi)齻€(gè)之間的低壓中——倘若真的只談升職，表情怎么會那么不好啊。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"“知道啦?！蔽逸p輕點(diǎn)頭回應(yīng)了他的話，靠在宋亞軒的肩膀上，視線不自覺飄向了嚴(yán)浩翔和劉耀文。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"而劉耀文在看見李可晨進(jìn)門以后，站起身和李可晨又一次膩歪起來，沒有一分一毫的不平常；嚴(yán)浩翔亦是平靜，低著頭回信息，時(shí)不時(shí)還能勾起嘴角。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"但我卻開始莫名心慌了。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"賀峻霖和張真源到的時(shí)候，馬嘉祺正在端鍋上桌，打火下火鍋底料，辣椒油的味道飄香，竄進(jìn)鼻子里的香氣直逼大腦，在空氣中彌漫著大概能喚醒每一個(gè)C城人骨子里嗜辣的習(xí)慣。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"然而幾乎算是從小在C市長大，我對于辣椒的承受能力依舊不算高。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"寧晚將鍋的方向轉(zhuǎn)了轉(zhuǎn)：“溫溫，你和宋亞軒兒吃那邊，那邊不辣?！?#34;},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"“好?！蔽逸p輕點(diǎn)頭，習(xí)慣性地注意身邊的人。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"幾次夾菜，衣袖拉著向上，我白皙手腕上印著的青紫一下一下若隱若現(xiàn)，從寧晚到那個(gè)角度來看格外的明顯。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"“溫溫，你右手手腕怎么了，怎么那么大一片淤青啊？”"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"寧晚的聲音響在耳邊，在一片嘈雜聲里似乎被隱沒了，我刻意壓低了聲音不想宋亞軒聽見：“磕了一下，已經(jīng)快好了?！?#34;},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"寧晚輕輕蹙眉后，礙于距離沒有過來仔細(xì)問，只是叮囑我一會好好處理。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"我悄悄松了口氣，幸好寧晚沒有細(xì)問我，而后我轉(zhuǎn)過頭去看宋亞軒的表情，似乎并沒有什么不對勁，還是溫和地笑著回應(yīng)身邊嚴(yán)浩翔的話。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"等到夜晚回房間以后才知道，宋亞軒聽見了的。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"我和宋亞軒偶爾會在閑暇的傍晚一起彈吉他，相似的愛好在親密關(guān)系里總是閃閃發(fā)光的星星。但今天宋亞軒卻默不作聲地牽著我的手進(jìn)房間里，關(guān)上門以后，食指輕輕摩挲我右手手腕的腕骨。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"指尖的溫?zé)釢B透皮肉鉆進(jìn)骨骼，每一寸密密麻麻地鈍痛被他極其輕柔和緩的動(dòng)作無限得放大，好像已經(jīng)割裂韌帶那樣痛得鉆心刺骨，宋亞軒的手很大，輕輕松松握住我的手腕還余出些空隙，他溫?zé)岬氖终频衷谖彝蠊堑那嘧仙稀?#34;},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"“手腕怎么了？”聲音輕緩平靜，似乎沒有因?yàn)槲业碾[瞞而感到不適，習(xí)以為常地詢問，宋亞軒輕輕側(cè)過頭，我余光中看見他眉梢只輕輕上揚(yáng)著，算得上是面無表情——好像有些生氣的跡象了。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"事實(shí)上我并沒有真正意義上見過他生氣，至少在我面前從來沒有過，僅有的壞情緒都是低落，過后就像不曾發(fā)生過一樣，宋亞軒真的像他最開始告訴我那樣對待我。"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"?"},{"insert":"\n"},{"attributes":{"color":"#000000"},"insert":"余溫，我不會和你生氣。"},{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