Vogue, my God. I mean this was so surreal. It’s still surreal to me. I was, I think, twenty one years old. Gossip Girl had been around maybe a year. Um…and I was asked to be on the cover of Vogue, which was, um was and is still just… I mean I… leaves me speechless

surreal 不真實的，夢幻的

speechless （驚訝到）說不出話的