喬丹·亨德森-自傳

-Part 1

There was a breakfast bar in our house, and when my dad and his wife, Donna, came down to see us that day-18 December 2013-we perched on the stools that were arranged around it and listened to what he had to say. I had been getting more and more worried about their visit ever since he'd told me he wanted to come down from Sunderland to have a chat. I knew it wasn't going to be good.

?????? 在我們家里有個早餐的吧臺。當我的父親和他的妻子（離異后再婚），Donna，那次來我們家做客的時候—那天可能是2013年十二月十八日—我們坐在吧臺的椅子上，聽到他說出了那個消息。當他說想從桑德蘭過來和我聊兩句，我就對他的到訪感到越來越擔憂。我知道這也許不會有什么好消息。

My dad, Brian, is a retired policeman. Chats aren’t normally his thing. To be honest, they wouldn't be my thing either. He isn't the kind of man who shows vulnerability too easily and he has passed it on to me. Where I’m from in the northeast, you just get on with it if things are hard and I don't ever remember it being any different.

????我的父親，Brian，是一個退了休的警察。他一般不怎么喜歡“聊兩句”。誠實地說，這也不是我擅長的事情。他不是那種會輕易給你展示出自己的脆弱的那種人，這種特質(zhì)也遺傳給了我。我是從東北部來的，如果事情不順利，那你只好也只能慢慢克服它，我甚至不會覺得生活會有什么不同。

I think I am emotionally intelligent. But I am emotionally intelligent for other people, not for myself. That is part of my story. I want to help other people, but I'm not good at accepting help. I want to try to fix other people's troubles, but I always put a shield up around myself.

????我自認為是那種情商比較高的人。但是我的情感分析能力只針對其他人，而無關(guān)自己。這是我人生中的一部分。我極力嘗試去幫助其他人卻不擅長接受別人的幫助，我總是想填補別人的窟窿，卻總是在我自己的身周豎起層層堡壘。

My problems are my problems, and your problems are my problems. That's my attitude. Maybe that's why I go through some of this turmoil in my career. Sometimes I agonize over small things others would see as insignificant. Maybe that's why I sometimes feel my whole career has been about trying to prove people wrong.

????我的問題應(yīng)該歸罪于我，而你的問題也有我的責任，這是我一以貫之的態(tài)度。也許這就是為什么我的職業(yè)生涯中經(jīng)歷了這樣一系列的動蕩。有時我會因為別人認為微不足道的事情而苦惱，也許這就是為什么，我總感覺，我職業(yè)生涯的目的就是糾正他人的錯誤。

·已知博主是一個特別沒有文化的文盲

·已知博主是一個四級十分高考五分的文盲，是托福雅思統(tǒng)統(tǒng)沒錢考的文盲

·已知博主小學沒畢業(yè)現(xiàn)在是家里蹲啃老一百年的社會渣滓

如果有人故意罵我的翻譯我會哭的，我很脆弱。但是可以友好討論捉蟲查找錯別字討論最佳翻譯途徑^^