hopeless youth and their narcissistic dr

? “we’ll run away together, just you and me” .. become a complete and unapologetic embodiment of the reckless, selfish and chaotic nature of being a teen
? crushed cigarettes and littered broken bottles, such imagery floats into the minds of others when they think of you, the unforgettable cliches of red plastic cups, smudged mascara, torn fishnets, graffitied walls and city lights are a constant in your life
? the impulsiveness of youthful endeavours frequently visits you, making its presence in the thrilling and somewhat dangerous adventures you go with your similarly chaotic but deeply-bonded friend group, cold glares and judging eyes from adults around you guys are commonplace but who cares?
? often invited to exciting and action-packed parties with endless fun and teenage happenings (safety too, don’t worry), you’re seemingly absolved of all responsibilities, these times of your life are cherished and made the absolute best, to one day become those bittersweet memories we look back on with perhaps regret but most importantly, heartfelt nostalgia.
? you seek acceptance in no one and are fully secure in yourself without the need of reassurance or otherwise, you pay no mind the folly or negativity spewed by others and instead seek only the endless, slightly hedonistic, happiness life can ensure
? backwater alleyways, orange-tinted lampshades and worn tar roads; enjoy the cold and bitter frosty morning air, feeling utterly free in life as though your destiny is completely within your control, like eternity is yours forever, breathe air with a fresh and blissful happiness and youthful wistfulness.
? “she had that sort of smile, it said you don’t know me at all, you never will” .. what an unforgettable enigma you are, an unsolvable mystery, with layers and layers intertwined and wrapped, binded by time and wear, enticing and bewitching those curious enough to look closer
? you are captivating, utterly so, in a kind of magical sort of way it makes others so helplessly enraptured by you, deeply and obsessively, like a malignant virus, unrelenting and incessant in pursuit (desired but intimidatingly mysterious appearance.)
? guitar prodigy at heart, rockstar in mind; you are an utmost, to the highest degree a musical genius, you learn, create, and pursue music with an interminable passion, so great so fiery it’s almost destructive, you are constantly presented with numerous and great music-related opportunities and you show no hesitancy in accepting them, instantly manifest your desired electric or acoustic guitar with required ideal paraphernalia, meet like-minded people with similar interests who are interested in creating an alternative rock band.
? manifestations; a walkman cassette player, old vinyls and discs, distressed tights, veiny clothing, biker jackets, buffalo londons, neutral beanies, mesh tops, knitted sweaters, cargo pants, silver necklaces, unique shades and chunky rings
? added safety and layered with my undying passion subliminal.
permanent results.