標(biāo)題是我自己起的，因?yàn)樵瓉斫惺裁次彝耍ㄈ缬胁划?dāng)我會(huì)改）

動(dòng)態(tài)原版已刪，我就是好奇復(fù)制翻議了一下，就在我粘貼板里呆著了

動(dòng)態(tài)原版是以鏈接的形式，鏈接是金山文檔，打開后就是以下內(nèi)容

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Shoto, a VTuber that I used to get along with, and interact a lot with.

數(shù)天前，我發(fā)布了一條推文來表達(dá)我對(duì)Shoto的看法。我之前與這位vtuber關(guān)系不錯(cuò)，也有過不少互動(dòng)。

My tweet had the appearance of a childish person that got angry about being unfollowed on Twitter. In truth, yes, I got angry that night, but it was not about him simply choosing to unfollow people. It was due to a pattern of behavior I had experienced from Shoto before.

那條推文看起來像是一個(gè)幼稚的人因?yàn)樵谕铺乇蝗￡P(guān)而憤怒。而事實(shí)也是如此，那晚我確實(shí)很生氣。但這不單單是因?yàn)镾hoto選擇取關(guān)別人，而是因?yàn)槲易⒁獾搅宋以谒抢锝?jīng)歷過的一種特定的行為模式。

It’s about his tendency of ghosting and cutting off his friends and mutuals he interacted with a lot without explanation, which started right around the time when his popularity started rising.

我生氣的原因是Shoto傾向于在不提供任何解釋的情況下切斷與曾經(jīng)頻繁互動(dòng)的朋友和互關(guān)好友的聯(lián)系。而這些都始于他人氣開始上升的時(shí)候。

I would like to explain this further, but before that, I wanted to apologize to the mutuals/creators I involved in my tweet, since I would also get upset if I was pulled into something with no warning like that. I got angry that night, and didn’t think my words through.

我愿意就此詳細(xì)說明，但在此之前，我想向我在推文中提及的互關(guān)/內(nèi)容創(chuàng)作者們道歉。若是我被此般毫無提醒地卷入一些事件，也會(huì)感到不適。那晚我太過憤怒，沒有仔細(xì)斟酌字句。

I’m a person that likes to express my opinion freely, and when I get pissed off, I tend to act on it honestly.

我是一個(gè)喜歡自由表達(dá)觀點(diǎn)的人。所以當(dāng)我生氣時(shí)，我更傾向于坦誠(chéng)地把這種情緒表現(xiàn)出來。

I actually didn’t want to publicly explain why Shoto has pissed me off so much over this past year. The tweet was posted in the spur of the moment, because I was angry that he had made my good friend Merry sad. A person who I spent my summer holidays, new year’s, and my birthday with. He is not just a mutual, but a real, close friend of mine, and I could not ignore how it made him feel, when I told him that Shoto had unfollowed him that night.

我此前并不愿公開說明Shoto在過去一年里種種令我生氣的行為。那條推文是我一時(shí)沖動(dòng)而發(fā)，Shoto讓我的好朋友Merry傷心了，我因此十分憤怒。我和Merry一起度過夏日假期，一起迎接新年，他還陪我過了我的生日。于我而言，他不僅僅是推特上的一個(gè)互關(guān)，而是一位真實(shí)且親近的朋友。所以那晚我告訴他Shoto取關(guān)了他之后，我無法忽略這件事對(duì)他情緒的影響。

While Merry decided to say nothing, and just move on, I couldn’t help but get angry.

Merry決定閉口不談，就此揭過此事，但我卻忍不住自己的憤怒。

But since nobody else has any idea why this would make me angry, it seems only fair to share the reason for my reaction. I wrote to Shoto privately, months ago, when he unfollowed me and completely ghosted me, with no warning. I was very lost and confused, why he would discommunicate me in such a way.

考慮到其他人并不知道為什么這件事如此令我憤怒，似乎分享這背后的原因才是唯一合適的決定。在Shoto幾個(gè)月前毫無征兆地取關(guān)我并完全切斷與我的聯(lián)系時(shí)，我私下給他發(fā)了信息。我很失落也很不解，為什么他會(huì)以這種方式與我切斷聯(lián)系？

Shoto and I interacted long before he became the popular vtuber he is today. He seemed like a very nice person, and I respected and supported him. I would interact with him, draw fan art of our characters together, and commission art of our characters together. Shoto always reacted positively to these things.

我和Shoto在他成為如今這般高人氣vtuber之前很久就開始互動(dòng)了。當(dāng)時(shí)他看起來是個(gè)很不錯(cuò)的人，我尊重且支持他。我會(huì)和他互動(dòng)，畫我們兩個(gè)人角色的同人圖，約我們兩個(gè)人角色相關(guān)的畫稿。而Shoto也總是對(duì)這些做出積極回應(yīng)。