Actually I haven't finish this series yet. It's now at the beginning of the 12th, the last episode, but I feel?I want to write down this thing or desire right away.

TO BE HONEST, WATCHING NORMAL PEOPLE IS A HARD TIME FOR ME. THE SERIES OR SAY IT AS A DRAMA MAYBE, JUST AS WHAT IT CALLED, NORMAL PEOPLE, IT IS EXTRAORDINARILY NORMAL IN THE REAL WORLD OR LIKE, AT LEAST MY REAL WORLD.?

I KNOW HOW CORNELL FEELS IN HIS DIFFERENT STAGE?OF LIFE, IT JUST LIKE A PAST ME OR A ME?BUT NOW?VERSION. IT IS ALSO STRANGE I SEEM TO GET WHAT MARIANNE THINKS AT ALMOST EVERY MOVE OF HER. SHE ACTS?MUCH BETTER THAN CORNELL DOES, BUT STILL? A VICTIMS OF HERSELF. IT'S SO ADORABLE. IT'S SO SAD AT THE SAME TIME SO ADORABLE. I TRY NOT TO LEAD MYSELF TO A SPECIFIC MAN IN THIS SERIES?BUT FAILED, IT'S JUST TOO REAL. THIS FEELING OF REAL MAKES IT?A GOOD SERIES,?DRAWING AUDIENCES' EMPATHY OUT THEIR DEEP PLACE UNDER?MEMORIES. DEFINITELY THE DRAMA GOTS?SOME PARTS SEEMS UNREAL THAT IS TOO LUCKY OR TOO SILLY JUST LIKE A 12 YEARS OLD CHILD OF?ME WITHOUT THE LUCKY THING. THERE IS?NO ONE?THINKIING?LIKE ME?IN THAT?SMALL ROOM HOLDING THREE DOZENS PEOPLE OR LESS, BUT EVERY ONE?SEEMED?THAT ALL LIKED ME AND I WAS GETTING ON WELL WITH ALL OF THEM.?STILL LONELY.

A WISH IS ALWAYS THERE, IN MY MIND, THAT I CAN BE COMPLETELY FRANK TO THOSE I WANT TO BE FRANK. I TRY LETTERS OR THINGS LIKE THAT, SOME OF THOSE WORK BUT SOME MAKE?ME A STUPID MAN THINKING TOO MUCH AND LACK OF?THE BRAVERY. I THINK BEING HONEST TO ONE PERSON YOU LOVE OR JUST FANCY IS THE SOLUTION TO THIS HARD PROBLEM. A PROBLEM THAT CROWDS BEING CONTRADICTORY TO THEMSELVES IS USUALLY?HAVED TO?BE FACED. FOR A INSTANCE, THE PROBLEM MARIANNE AND CORNELL FACED.???

THE SINCERITY AND THE BRAVERY TO BREAK THROUGH BARRIERS?BETWEEN ME AND THE PEOPLE I?LOVE, I CHERISH THESE PERSONALITIES, I DESIRE THESE AND I THINK I OWN THESE NOW.

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ANYWAY, EVERY ONE IS NOT CORNELL AND EVERY ONE?IS NOT MARIANNE EITHER. IN THE REAL WORLD, SO MANY SOLUTIONS OR THERE?IS JUST NO PROBLEM THAT NEEDS A SOLUTION. LIFE IS GOOD.

SOME BULLSHIT?AT LAST:

CAN THEY PEOPLE HAVE JUST LESS SEX? ARE YOU SERIOUS? HIGHSCHOOL OR UNIVERSITY STUDENTS?CAN NOT LIVE WITHOUT SEX LIFE? ONE AFTER ANOTHER BOYFRIEND?OR GIRLFRIEND?IS?DAILY?NECESSITIES FOR THEY BRITISH PEOPLE? I CAN'T UNDERSTAND THIS FROM MY CULTURE, BUT UNDERSTAND THIS IS THEIR CULTURE AND ACTUALLY DEEP IN MY MIND, CONSIDERING IT AS A GOOD CULTURE BUT SEEMS TOO WILD OR SAY?TOO PRIMITIVE.

The end of the book

"She closes her eyes. He probably won't come back, she thinks. Or he will, differently. What they have now they can never have back again. But for her the pain of loneliness will be nothing to the pain that she used to feel, of being unworthy. He brought her goodness like a gift and now it belongs to her. Meanwhile his life opens out before him in all directions at once. They've done a lot of good for each other. Really, she thinks, really. People can really change one another. You should go, she says. I'll always be here. You know that."

P. S. The photos?above are?from the 12th episode, I've finished ?just now. Just let the time remains there.?The end is?open too much that though it seems?romantic and?obviously he will come back to Marianne,?this end makes audiences be fear of some accidents happen again.