I have to say that it's such an honor to be here, it is i'm so happy to be here , i'm like a nerd and brought my own speech but i hope it's ok that i take this opportunity to really just spend with you guys and tell you a little bit about my story, i'm not an activist l haven't change the world or let a campaign, i'm here to just tell you my path so that you hopefully can take something away from it because i don't like being honest with, this is true , i don't like being honest with press and interviews, i like being honest with you directly which is each and every one of you .