Recently, I've been noticing how quickly time passes. My to-do list is never-ending and 24 hours just don't seem like enough. I'm struggling to keep up with the ticking clock, so I find myself isolated from the world and being flooded with random thoughts. I quickly pick up my phone to jot down the thoughts in my journal, feeling like I'm in a race against time. I wish I could press a button and enter a time warp, so I could make the most of my day and make the most of my productivity. I grabbed my phone and reread the memo, wishing that I could breach the boundaries of time and space to make the most of both day and night; to have time stand still so that I can be productive during the day and explore the seemingly endless opportunities the night has to offer. Who has the power to control time? What is the meaning of time?

Despite the abundance of thoughts, I am but a mere mortal with finite energy and time, and I cannot control the restrictions placed upon me. Many people remark that when you have a lot to do, the hours seem to fly by; however, if I don't want time to move too fast, I'll take my time and not rush through tasks. Reflecting on my day, I did not achieve any of my goals, yet I experienced an incomparable sense of joy that only a slow life can provide. Every moment seemed to be charged with a beauty that seemed to bring out my endorphin-driven dopamine addiction. I refuse to let the clock dictate my life, I'm going to live it my way.

Rather than keeping track of time by the passing of seconds, I will measure it by the beats of my heart.

I was so caught up in the moment on the Vineyard that I ignored the list, the wagon seemed to gallop along the trail adding to the charm of the moment, my little nephews made me smile, and I did nothing, but I was content.

最近，我發(fā)現(xiàn)時間過得真快。我的待辦事項永無止境，24 小時似乎不夠用。我很難跟上滴答作響的時鐘，所以我發(fā)現(xiàn)自己與世隔絕，滿腦子都是亂七八糟的想法。我趕緊拿起手機(jī)，把這些想法記在日記里，感覺自己在和時間賽跑。我希望能按下一個按鈕，進(jìn)入時光隧道，這樣我就能充分利用一天的時間，提高工作效率。我拿起手機(jī)重讀備忘錄，希望能突破時間和空間的界限，充分利用白天和黑夜；讓時間靜止，這樣我就能在白天提高工作效率，在黑夜探索似乎無窮無盡的機(jī)會。誰有權(quán)控制時間？時間的意義是什么？

盡管有很多想法，但我只是一個精力和時間都有限的凡人，我無法控制施加在我身上的限制。很多人都說，當(dāng)你有很多事情要做的時候，時間似乎過得飛快；但是，如果我不想讓時間過得太快，我就會慢慢來，不急于完成任務(wù)。回顧我的一天，我沒有實現(xiàn)任何一個目標(biāo)，但我體驗到了只有慢生活才能帶來的無與倫比的快樂。每一刻似乎都充滿了美感，似乎讓我的內(nèi)啡肽驅(qū)動的多巴胺上了癮。我拒絕讓時間主宰我的生活，我要按照自己的方式生活。我不再打算用時鐘得嘀嗒計算時間，而用心跳的次數(shù)計算時間。

比起計劃中的清單，我更被此時此刻的葡萄樹所吸引，路上的小馬車也讓我的此時此刻變的更有趣，我被我的小侄子們逗笑，我什么都沒做，但是我很快樂。