（官譯后補(bǔ)）

Hey guys, this is not the usual tweet longer as you expect hahahaa This isnt drama but this is just a wholesome thank you message for everyone who supported my team and the stream over the course of the TOP prog!

As you knew, i got very emotional this time after the clear but this is unlike DSR prog as this one hits very different for various reasons as im about to go through them...
DSR is definatey the peak of my raiding days and progging as not only i managed to push myself further in terms of skill and endurance but also it was the peak of my streaming career and im forever grateful for that.
TOP hit different because things was just downhill since DSR. I had extremely bad luck since and it never ended until TOP.
Since DSR, random reprog/help/static groups i joined were plagued with unforseen circumstances. Was in a wow/irl friend reprog group which didnt go well and also reprogging with Xeno which didnt go well cos of scheduling.
Also did a EU DSR group with friends/viewers and they were awesome, 1 of the best reprog i had BUT we have power/internet issue EVERYDAY including my own and prog was super slowed down too
No one was at fault for any of the above, just unforseen circumstances.
And then in 6.2 savage our group was doing well until sadly 1 member was down with covid and couldnt prog properly in day 2 but hes a fucking legend, did his best and we finished it.
Above mentioned was just super unlucky circumstances, nothing above was personal it was just bad luck ><

Now u would think why the above summary was needed cos this is where it becomes very exhausting and tiring for me...
I joined my JP static leader's group, we had a bunch of really good JP players and we had a good schedule. We progged well in first 2 days and then have to accept that our caster had to pull out cos his mum went unconscious mid raid and had to go to hospital :(
Everything is fine I hope but we havent heard from him since he told us the entire situation. The race was effectively over at that point cos theres no way we can find a rep 2 days in so we just got our 9th man, whos got 0 raid experience and can only play WHM, and my static leader who has never played SMN, using raid gear SPS gear for fill in.
We ended up just settling for this as we cannot find immediately replacement. I was really afraid that the static would break up at this point.
I was really sad that the bad luck in statics continued and had to accept that im just downgrading to HC prog, but again this is nothing personal but just bad luck.

Just when u think things couldnt get worse, it did. 1 day after we reprog, we were hit by the JP cheating drama which cause a huge ripple in the JP community.
We had to take the next day to meet up and discuss if anyone in the group is cheating as we do not want that before we start stream. Im glad no one was directly affected by the drama or had to leave. We reprogged but have to deal with the constant questioning by the community of our group's integrity as all of us are friends and raided before even in current statics.
Rin and Kingyo was in our DSR group, and Sofy is our JP static member.... Many others in there were friends/close friends of my TOP static members.
Everyone was affected and sad and we had to deal with it with our reprog problem, yet again at some point i just thought the group will break up for reals.
We ended up doing ok, caught up with prog and managed to prog and clear the fight which even now, writing this message, still couldnt believe we went through this.
I was just in full relief that HC progging is over for me in 6.0 because all i care now is Ultimate and i can finally rest until 7.0.

Im 42 years old. Im going to be 44 years old when the next ultimate hits. I dont know when is my last one and im taking each ultimate prog a time.
Im super grateful people still see me being relevant, watching me, and inviting me to groups when theres clearly WAYYYYY better players than me, especially im a non-jp joining a JP group...

This race is supposed to be the best one and was tainted by this "cheating" drama... Idk if i will recover until 7.0 from this and tbh i dont think i'll prog in statics in 6.4 savage.
I'll likely take the backseat for the next one and prolly link up with Frosty to do the RWF scene for next savage! Hopefully he will consider me as 1 of the guest and im SUPER SUPER excited to watch this new possible transformation of our raid scene.
I cannot wait to see all the best players showcasing their prog in the next one tho!!!

Thanks so much again everyone for the support and thank you to my JP TOP group for sticking around and of course my JP static leader Culul for keeping us together!

Im nothing in the JP community w/o Culul, hes the Gigachad!!!

I hope this sums up why i was emotional on clear >< I'll see you guys on strum, chilling and till the next Ultimate!!!

PS. I still dont think using ACT only for parsing + VPN for better connection is cheating btw.