Feeling chaotic today.?

Have you ever heard of or seen?anything called hope?

I haven't. I lose it every time.?

I'm literally making unbearable noises.?

Sorry for my potential?listeners, but I guess there're?zero.

More need to be done, but currently I haven't done them yet, probably just wasting my time on my untalented part of self.

She's?my?light, but I should become my own light first to let her comes into my life...